Sunday, November 29, 2009
she had a fight wit my mum until dis days...
den it came to my turn...
i want to save my sis who taken SPM dis year...
she complain to me dat she really tension coz she has to be so call "org tgh" in dat fight..
so i bare to take over all her stressness away from her n replace her so dat no 1 will disturb her...
so den got a call on thursday b4 rye..xpsl2 memekik dlm fon telling how worse is my mother..
she said my mum stupid,crazy,wat kind of parent i had,some even worse n harsh word..
i fell so so so sad...
den sudden she ask for her car back...its ok i return it without any hesitation...
she said if my parent can make rules so can her..
she said if i want the car ask my parent to seek permission from her...
i will not do dat ok...begging 4 people like her wat for...
nevamind...den nxt mornink rye...
she call again askin y my sis didnt reply her sms...
4 me it is stupid sms...n it seem she keep bugging my sis around..
"slmt ary rye..nape xreply sms..nk sms kne mntk permission jgk ke?? jgn bg alasan msg xmsok lak...ksian hidop korunk mcm kem askar.."
dis is wat she sms to us...wat the hack is dis?! she wanna my sis to reply dis sort of question??
i said to my sis dun eva reply to dat stupid msg..its juz sort of nk perli2 org
den my mum ask us all eat together..well pg rye wit famili hving feast so much hapiness...
but all came disaster...
my aunt call again..guess wat she wanna talk wit my sis..
i didnt wanna give coz she keep bugging her so i wanna keep her away from dat women..
but i still respect my aunt by tellin her :
"we all having famili eating can i ask her call back later"
reply: " what!!! i can't talk to her!! y!! kne mintak permission jgk ker??!!"
"no juz dat adab mkn..lgpon she sitting beside papa smbil2 me thinking (kne hormat jgk la kn pg rye)"
reply:"ouh coz she sitting beside him,i can't talk to her lah!!! "
"no we will cntct u later after eating ok? i will ask her..after we done eating"
reply:"hey! wats wrong wit u haa atira??! so i can't talk to her la coz she nxt 2 ur dad?? wat is him raja??!!
"no, i will ask her ok...." den (the fon is off suddenly)
i like blur2...
after done eating..my dad ask my sis to call my aunt back ...
loud speaker on d fon...den she pick up
she really2 mad!
"y atira tuh biadap sgt?!!! kurang aja!!!"
sis: "no the fon bateri is out" (which is true)
"so about td..i can't talk 2 u larh..kne mntk permission jgk ker?? hah!!"
sis:"no juz dat we all famili tgh mkn same2 so mcm unrespect larh kn..."
"oo...so unrespect sjk bile ade rules cmtuh? eyh if i die den u xbule nk answer d fon mcmne?!!"
sis:"err........"
"haa jwb la xtau lak ke...dats how u repay me huh? so if sume da ade rules i will make also!! which all things i gve u return to me lah if like dat"
sis:"ok if u say so"
"ouh...mjwb..so return to me ur fon i buy 4 u!!"
sis: start crying.."hey! coz i study hard u gve the fon dat wat we deal ryte! u noe dose if taken back the things dat u hve give to people..dlm agame pon ckp xtau agame ke!!
"bia la dose sume i will tanggung...so juz gve the things back!"
me: i grab d fon "hey! u listen hear! rather gve ur thing bck it gud 2 gve 2 org miskin lg mulia or bakar jer!"
"oo...like dat haa! i still wanna thing,i will gve 2 org2 miskin n if nk bakar dpn me"
me:"ok fine! so we will return ur precious haram thing! i wanna ask u y keep bothering my sis! she now SPM dun u noe hah!! y??! u hate my mum but nk cri gado gan kteorg lak skrg!!!
"atira,atira,atira.....(speechless)"
me:"y?!!!!!!!!!!! y?!!!!!!!!, jwb lah nape!!"
"..........(called my uncle to hear me tengking2 dieh),she confess dat we ptus silaturahim"
tah hape2 tah...
well die yg nk ptus silatulrahim..so dats it!
we accept as tuh yg dieh nk..
nxt day we return all d things...uish xinsaf lg pompuan tuh still sms perli2...
she say me blagak,xsedar dri,kurang aja..haha funny coz she is worser tp xsdr2
me gan slmbe wit my dad n bro angkt brg2 return to her house...
kt umah dieh lg prngai dieh truk...siap dieh bkira psl crmin mate!
so i return my spec...guess wat officially no spec..
dlm tuh ak dok tahan kmarahan spaye xilang saba..
my dad said dun fight wit her..
so i listen..
well she pnh told us n my other aunt dat she would not stop...
n will make my famili life miserable!
yeah currently our famili is miserable...
but seem my dad n mum ok wit wat happen...
both said biar lah dun fight wit her coz it will not end...
smlm my parent bwk we all go shopping...
im not really happy...
sad looking wat had happen....wanna cry but my dad said dun eva cry dun even cry 4 dat women
well juz dat i watch my mum n dad kua kn duet to buy us all new cloth n things back....
sad lukin how dat women make my famili btul2 down
lucky dat my mum still can support us...
i did buy things dat juz needed only...else juz 4 my siblings..
my mum said she always wanted shopping wit her children until tired..
so she get wat she want thanx god...
im hepi 4 her...but still remind me of how dat women do to us make me wonder n hoping dat she will miserable n down 1 day!!
syg??? tersilap ckp?? saje??ikhlas???
4 me all her nice word is piece of trash!!
how in d world take back n ask return the money from 20 year back to her..
nevamind she said me harsh n mcm2...
well sblum neyh i still respect her..even all d word she told me bout my mother wit lot of hina,fuckin things i still silent n xbls pon juz iyea kn aje...
but now she totally da mlampau!
all i got 4 her now is disrespect y?? coz making my sis stress,cry,my famili disaster n money... she said im mlampau,blagak,sombong..but remember u start it 1st so be it...
sblom nk kate org laen tgk dri tuh dulu...
n ayhde u totally gagal in bntuk ur wife ok!
alot of mistake she done but u still bia kn...
like mirul said nty mati gali kbur sndri...
jgn lyn org gile..sb org gile jerh yg nk myusahkn idup org laen n amek blk bnde da bg...
haram tuh all kne kt dri sndri blk ok ingt tuh!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
"its my mistake..i dun blame anyone but me..."
"all my doing's is for u"
.............err dats wat he says.....
afta 5 days not even hear any news or watsoeva from him.......
...well it make me feel bad at the moment...
btul ke ape yg ak wat neyh??? currently (we r over)--->blank....
rse cam bslh...but i noe all his word sumenyer alasan when he said:
"mkn arytuh pon xbyk skit je n kejap"
"sorie sb on dat day xbwk folo skali sb bajet lari"
"mse mara tuh ingt nk kol tp celcom n maxis down xdpt nk kol"
"nk dtg tp coz of my sms yg mcm harsh n rude so xjd dtg"
i keep remind dun fall 4 dat....
well kinda sad sb all was juz peice of trash word....
if u tink u r-really tinking of me....
u would try harder to even calm dwn me when i really get upset or mad
if u afraid of sumting bad happen to the relationship...
u would even call me afta next day yg xdpt cntct tuh...
n it still nuting aite?
y now??
y??
wanting u back always up on my mind
but fearness of happen again n again....
wit same routine of fighting n attitude makes me wonder n tired
sweet talks even now i hate it!
sorie 4 harsh word i had given to u..didnt mean..
it all came out when all started to blow..
y u can't be a gud listener...??
thanx to ila n mirul which problem solver....
i noe u mad when hear im close wit mirul n start thinkin negative..
but where we u when i need the most n to talk with??
neva mind im totally bare all of dis...
ryte now i juz need tyme...
a lot prob still make me stuck in the middle...
juz im tryin hard to stay on my own feet now...
.....tanx 2 CLEO hahaha......
---------mean tyme--------
im havin lalalala~ tyme wit my days n frenz huhu...
if u can wait or don't its up to u...
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
tanx ila n mirul 4 being gud listener haha...
for me the journey of luv, stop dlurh! tq!
so i'm totally jingle mingle n single yey!~
like i say sick to be sicken everyday,every tyme,every moment...
mayb tyme for rest la plak kn from pk other that mcm xbbaloi utk d pk kn...
lonesome tuh ade tp i can bare with it...
non remind me of him...coz we r over!!!!
so feel ok after dis few days yg soon be week n moth kowt~
keeping me bz larh like dat hehehe....
famili matters haish hard to say....
no word to describe....lantak la mls nk pk....
currently, juz stayin inside my room untill next monink..
same routine borink lorh....kne beli anime muvee byk2 neyh!
haha duet da ade so kne la pkai...but.......
so benci when all things started to rosak 1 by 1...
haioh....y la it happen...duet msok cpt jerh kua blk...
so seem da happen cmtuh afta rye kne la baeki n buy new 1!
so sad T_T
ouh can't wait to c my fren...okeyh korunk MID yok~!!!
n ila kumpul duet pas rye redbox muvee kte belasah sume in 1 days..
hahahaha...
so vogue siap sdia yer kte akn gegarkn shopping2 mall yg ade....hahhaa
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
slmt pg sume!!
wah msty ttnyer awl bgn ary neyh...
sbnarnyer slh...spttnyer awal tdowh aryneyh~!
haha serius rse ngantok neyh...!
tp nk ilang rse tuh ak kne bebel2 kt blog...
aha~ tq pade dr.cinte sye and xlupe pd purple...
msty dr.cinte da tdo skrg neyh sb pnt...
pnt,dgr saket2 yg ade pd aty sye n care2 ubt nyeh still unknown..
hahhaha hanye dr.cinte yg tau...cewah~ promote dr.cinte lak...
*upss jgn mara yer...*
spt mne yg dbicare..
nk keje n ade duet sndrik...sb tau kpayahan ibu bpe..
so mau tlg dierg...blja sb mau cemerlang n grad dgn baek..wahh~
mslh cinte??? xd potion lg kowt...
kdg2 bile pk juz keep it simple n might b single is the bes kowt...
tp kdg2 need sum1 which will be there 4 us....aha buntu kn...
indah if dpt wat sumting nicer or fun activity wit him...
indah if gentle once in a while...haha~
even though its not perfect it would be better to make me smile ryte?
hahaha....
juz waiting miracle...trse nk naek miracle train..*sape tgk tau*
mcm dlm anime tuh...slesaikn mslh org muhahaha...
ok la mau nap sbntar jgn lupe bgn da la...
kang dr.lec yg bg ubt awaken...~ hee~
(ary neyh mode black n white)
Saturday, November 14, 2009
hurm....aryneyh sgguh buhsan....
xtau nk wat pe...(*sbnrnyeh ade kje tp wat2 xtau) haha
ak seriusly tgh xd duet~ aha nseb kite sme ila....
well...smlm ad duet abehkn....haioh pela nk jd
tp xpela...sb ety ade bile lgik kn...
den smbot bday tqa (yg tslh tarikh) hahaha...ety r neyh *dush*
da lme xjmpe akhirnyer...hvin fun wit u all dear....
smlm agk geram nk booking tiket 2010 xdpt2...
bratur kt wyg da due kali...tp laz2 xd duet haha
so xleyh booking tuk esk...laz2 xjdik tgk...
wah sblom anta carul blk bngi...sb kte 2 xmkn lgik
singgah la mamak kt gan tmpt dieh...
megi goreng+telur mate waaaaaaaa sdpppp~~~
n wahaa~ ak segan giler...! ak sorg je gurl kt situ....
sume laki pndg aiseyh xpnh tgk gurl xtdo ker???
xpe mngkin org2 kt situ pelik tgk ak...hihihi
haih ak amat lapa...xd org ke nk blnjer neyh...
sdayh tau!..peneman ak gone missing....
ak amat geram!
da r ak mntk eskim xbule,tgk wyg xbule,karok xbule,blnje mkn xbule
jd ape yg bule???? laz2 sume ak beli n wat sndrik...
xpela...nsib da...
ak smkin blur sem neyh nk rush2 jd cam relax smcm...
waduh aura mne ko need u! haha
haa! ak bru lps tgk cte mei-chan (japanese) kisah psl lady n butler...
bygkn kt skola n mne2 g ad butler yg serve kite 24hours...
kire personal butler...da la ensem + perfect tuh...cair~~~
aha~ bes!!! kalo ak ad butler sndrik nk swuh dieh siapkn assgmnt + mkn sdp2...
:P waahahahah....
Thursday, November 5, 2009
okeyh blog time....
dis is it a long day after cuty rehat tulis blog hahaha....
(*ngade lebey)
about laz week..........
well laz week officially xsehat....
dmm pns + saket pale giler + unstable body...
tp pape pon i manage to done n present n submit asgmnt 1...yeah!
dlm saket2 tuh sempat gak r kua...rush sne snie
bjaye gak wat 1 plan dmne clbrate bday ila n carul...
clebrate kt danau wah xbuleyh jauh lg ke???
(*ak beli kek fuh kechik n ckup2 divide pd 4 hahaha)
n in d end gossip + ghost stories...tuh la sara sape swuh bkk citer hahaha
about dis week.........
hurm...blank n saket je mmanjang...atoi...
kali neyh prowt lak bmslh..mknn xleyh msok rse mual
tgk mknn jer mual...haioh...
well kali neyh mirul ad yey! tmn sjati....
guess wat haha ak tbuli dier ckp nk kua pkul 2 tp pkul 4 bru gerak...
cian dier tggu kt lrt TTwangse dgn lme nyer...sorie
kteorg slalu share prob bsame...n kasi opinion..
he say im pelik?? ele u tuh mr question..yg wat org runsing + menci
xckup gan tuh ak byk buli dier dlm kete,kt danau,mse lepak kakakakka...
tp laz2 btekak..kt danau gak...juz sb sape lgik hebat...
swonok...dieh bwk ronde2 kolej dieh n area2 gombak...
(*kete ak gak yg dieh bwk ronde tuh) ahhaha
die nk msok blk blaja bln 12 neyh wah i'll be waiting wee~
(*upss lebeyh2 la plak ak...haha xsame U ok)
n ak overnyte 1 mlm..n mmg tsgt gantok giler tahan je mate neyh..
eyh tp ak gik klas esk nyeh ok...! hah smgt klas sem bru neyh!
tp tsenguk gak r...den kne bebel gan president vogue sbb ak hilang jer...
yela...nk wat cmner kdg2 xsehat ak snyap jer dok umh...
xpela at least ak tmn korunk lunch....
n still dgr latest update dr korunk hehehe (*penting tuh)
siap gik mndy swimpool pkul 11-1pg hah! (*kteorg ske wat keje gile)
sara msk megi haha ak tukang mkn..hehe swonok...
mcm2 aksi ad..siap painting yg mcm xjdik pon ad hahhaha
well....ak dpt gak r anto mirul kt KL cntral...naek erl
(*sbnrnyer nk tunjuk erl n blagak ak slalu naek hahaha ngade tol ak neyh)
den msg2 naek train blk ke tmpt msg2...jmpe lgik k mirul! xoxo
*peringatan*mirul jgn la blagak normal if u xok..plz laen kali jgn wat cmtuh
nsib la xjdik pape arytuh haish! ak yg takowt!!
naek erl blk jmpe azrul huhu lme gak xjmpe...
of course ecah r dieh tnyer dlu..hehe sb pnh karok bsame...kwn baek :P
about today...
hary neyh tol2 knyg...huu...bru dpt mkn stlah skian ak hadapi mslh mknn
ske dpt mkn gan korunk hehhee...next stop tmpt laen lak k..
n ptt nyer g jmpe nahmal tp dieh tuh ske jnji laz2 out of order...
haish...xpela...ak blk tdo lg swonok...smbil2 berangan..
jum sambong berangan............zzzzZZ