PUMPKINATORY

2013.....da bulan 4.... sungguh lame ku abaikan blog ney wt seketika.... ak try wordpress....tp utk keje sje....bes pulak pkai wordpress.... tp xpela blog tmpt luahan aty yg byk ketidakpuasan nyerh... hahha nk cite psl cinte haty... heartache kdg2.... maklum la lumrah la dlm relation.. ak tau die tuh baek,keje bgus,gud lukin la gak,sume tbaek lah.... kalo gurl msty knpem suke die lah sng cite~ (umm ke ak je yg perasaan lebeyh gitu) tp ak xkesah la sb katenye nk kwn kn...yela tol gak nape lak ak nk cntrol plus ak bkn org yg cmtuh nk kwn...kwn lah kn....ak ok je smpailah ak berase musykil.... ok org akn kate ak neyh jahat suke tgk privacy org....tp privacy bf sndri slh ke??? kalo btul xd pape nape nk kne sorok?? katenye takowt ak pk negatif....pompuan mne pon akan pk gitu...(ke ak sorg je pk cmtuh) haih~~~ tp ak still bole nego....ak xd lah susa sgt asl xtipo ak da la.... yela ak usha la 1 laman social neyh ha...die pnyer....ak ok lg die cmpur hepi2 sembang2 gan bdk2 ys bru (sume gurl) tp ade 1 persoalan timbul dimane ade la sorg neyh..die lyn gurl tuh mcm care tlebeyh pulak mcm2 tnye...yg laen xpulak cmtuh...pndgan ak mayb gurl tuh taste die la kowt....~ tah la ak jelez...tp xd la smpai jelez tlebeyh~~~~ kalo x da lame ak wt jht....die ckp ak jelez tlebeyh die xd pape pon gan gurl tuh....hmm ade gak la gado kjp psl hal ak usha die nyeh laman social snyap2....ok la ak sjuk kn aty ak pjuk aty ak dgn slalu remind diri "its ok tira.....u have to trust him....trust is main thing" ary2 ak pjuk begini....kalo ak cite kt die xgune gak nty pe die taw ckp ak neyh suke pk negatif suke jelez tlebeyh laz2 mls nk lyn ak....haihhh~ tah la kdg wonder kalo ak neyh layak ke bsame dgn die.... ok ak amatlah ase low sgt yela sb ak skrg da laen....ak da msok kategori laen....ase low dgn diri sndri....mslh pompuan kan suke ase diri xchantek la gemok la pela n bagai....xpela ak ase kalo ak bebel ak sorg gak yg phm....org yg taw ak cmner mgkin phm gak la kn or not??? haha.... well tah la again pjuk diri sndri.... ak tnye byk soalan psl dat gurl die lak mcm xnk ckp seolah mcm ak sibok jelez sgt.... lah ak sje tnye...at least ak tnye mgkin ak lega sikit.... laz ak dpt tngkp die sms gan gurl tuh.....kate xd pape tp smpai msg kt fon....katenye xd kate psl luving2 pon biase je kwn... ok la ak pjuk aty lg trust him~ aty ase pedih tp wat cm xd pape yela ak xnk la jd beban lak....ak juz xsuke je kalo die tipo ak tuh je aty suke gurl tuh tp sb mcm trikat stay gan ak....hate dat!!!! tolong la jgn hipokrit so ak xtaw la die tuh btul ke x...but again pjuk diri lg.... tbe td usha gak scare snyap laman social tuh...again nmpk lg mesranyeh.... aryney pkai bju same kaler.... die:pkai bju ape ari nie..? the gurl:huhuhu same purple la kite die:tu la psl cmne leh same lak neyh (emoticon shy) huihhh sabo tira xpe tu xd pape tuh....sikit jeh.....well honestly sikit tguris aty neyh~ tp xpela...anggap la dierg kwn (pjuk aty sndri lg)....kdg2 ak ase gurl tuh suke die tp xkn la gurl nk mule tol x....xpela pape la....try abaikan la mende2 neyh....psl die nk pindah keje next month amin sgt lah~ tp ak neyh ade pnyakit mane ak sntiase riso psl die mne die g sape die kwn.... tah la ke ak takowt kalah.....kalo ak kalah xpela jdoh bkn dgn die la tuh~ haihh~ nk cite mcm2....tp tuh je la wt smntare wktu neyh... ohh die nk amek myvi s series....lawa....tbe ak lak ase cm nk beli kete.... parent ak smlm bwk die g tgk kete....well tah la kalo xjd mnantu xtaw la nk kate pe... jdoh xd... pe ak leh ckp its ok mama papa....i'll get married to sum1 luv me someday again n accepting me as wat i am or have....if not xd lah....hahhahaha (*evil) ok lah kalo ade i'll update lg ye...

hai blog ko asek tuka interface baru je.. pening ak di watnye...huhu (sbenarnye da ktggalan zaman hikhik) salam n hello peeps... oh slmt ary rye maap zhir btin ye kwn2... rye kali neyh hmm ok la... well buhsan skit sb suasana n environmnt laen.... yela nk wt cmne rye ala kadar je...xd bju rye bru n xd braye kmne pon... nsib baik la carul ade nk jgk die dtg rye kt umh ak... den g rye umh ety...woah miss her so much...lme kowt xjmpe... thun ney rye pon ak xfolo konvoi rye gan fren zmn skola.. sje sepi kn dri...byk prob so xd mood...maap ye kwn2... aah kdg2 ak fadeup n tension bile stuck in muddle of decision... n xphm even pening wit mama attitude skrg.... kjp swuh kawen cpt...kjp xyah kawen..kjp swuh kawen lmbt...gosh bkn bab kawen je mslh da smpai mlalut bnde yg xsptutnye.. i hope mama stop thinking fastfowrd future which always endup negative thinking. den sumeorg da tnye bile nk kawen...haih y ask me... patot ask d groom lorh...me tgu da berabad..hahaha tah la dunno when...ade rezeki ade la k...will tell u when.. skrg so sraboot.... dunno la...sume da mcm pass dwn to me... ahhh...stress...family kucar kacir.... haihhh ase nk lari jjauh...vacation ke pe ke kn... helps for relaxing kn... hmm n i mish lot of things...shopping especially... duet xd...ummm sdayh...byk nk bayo... n bln neyh saket skit r.... duet gji dpt awl sblum rye... xtaw la nk idop cmne neyh bln dpn akhir bln bru dpt gaji.. nk wt cmne sabo n tgu jela.... hmm k la mau tdo sok nk keje...wslm

woahhh....lme giler xupdate blog... well nk wt cmner....jarang on9..huhu my journey on 2012.... well so far ok la kowt...??? da 7month working... ulang alik dr Seremban-KL-Seremban... fuh!! ase bes dok jauh tp yg xbesnye... duet!!!!! lesap dlm bape mggu je.... duet simpanan selame 5month gone.....arghhh!! stress jap... xleh la kawen cmneyh :P duet xd da hahaha hmm......yela parent da xsupport lg da... jd pndai2 sndri la kn..gosh~ hopping still d tggung parent *mimpi jela xpela nk wt cmne kn xpe kne smgt n start kumpul blk duet... kdg2 rse nk beli tabung byk2 label satu2....hahaha.... ok memandangkn ak da gemok...lemak tkumpul byk xmo da slim... so ak pon amek slimming sanctuary...aduh cekik duet tol... tp bkesan...ok la kn hope leh la slim... walau xdpt slim mcm tiang pon... slim skit pon jd la asl lemak neyh xnmpk sgt da.... jd plz slimming sanctuary pimp up my body fat~ hahaha~~ hmm kawen sne sni...woah kwn2 skola pon da tunang da kawen... asl ak xkawen2 lg...hmm tah la calon xd ke atau duet yg xd.. xtahu la...bserah jela...ade2 la xd2 la... nk kawen pon pyh...haih~ parent ak nk mcmtuh mcmneyh..haihhhh~ pe leh wt mgeluh pnjg jela... soal perasaan...xtaw la tnggelam timbul da... asik sori naek lori...lme2 mcm fadeup dgr pon ade... if u tink u gud enuf don't ask me anyting... sng citer ak nk diam jela...lntak la die nk wt pe kn.. susa sgt...tah la bile sdayh pendam jela diam2... pape pon maafkn jela..aty lembut kn nk wt cmner walau lua keras... ok skrg nk cri keje tmpt laen.. da xleh support dri da keje kt AG tuh... syg nk tggl...lgpon kwn2 keje sume ok... bes gak byk dpt pngalaman n dgr citer2 dierg yg experience neyh... most of all ak suke d job! tp nk wt cmner...ummm... xpela mgkin cri laen dpt better ke or masyuk skit ke kn... bntai jela keje pe pon jnji keje... kalo x xd duet lg la sdayh kn... hmm... lme xjmpe illa n carul.. haih xd mse skrg....limited edition tol... illa cm biase la slalu je outing...pe die wt tah la... carul kjp2 keje kjp2 laen ak pon pning da... xpela...if ade mse nty jmpe k korunk...mish u guys... ecah n sara xtaw pe citer snyp jeh...pape pon dimne jua korunk brade wish u d bes k!~ p/s: mirul nk exam--wish u d bes n gud luck..hope u get wat u wanted by achieving flying marks ok dear!~

hi folks...
already 8pm yet no idea wat to do....
guess i juz writing my blog den...

lately...moody mood...
ahh xtaw la npe emosi sgt...
feeling uneasiness inside dis heart...

i'm sori if tkasar dgn u ok~
yela i tryin to get to know ur opis fren but end up u ckp i mcm2...
feelin sad gak lah...as if i was not gud enuf...or is it i'm not gud enuf?????
u say u noe me well kn...tp npe skrg mcm xjeh...huhu
i'm not gud with starting a conversation within society....
wit gurl i'm slow sikit la but if guy laju la skit kn hahaha...
sb tuh bff ak carul since skool day smpai skrg---kowt? tol x carul?? muahhaha...
n i dunno y lately jelousy overcome me...
wah bile lak ak kne p'yakit jelez2...msty dr illa&amer neyh kn hahahhaa :P
jelez sb xpuas aty la kowt.....he's freedom n mine...ahh...
(*tmpar sikit pp neyh) ngade sgt nk jelez2...
xpela pe leh wt pjuk jela aty neyh haha...(*xd sape nk blnje ak tuttifrutti??)
pape pon cool jela kn...
bak kate status i'm ok even there is bitterness inside haha...
so kne la tmbah sweet sikit...ok tringat coklet huhu...

bout work agk pnt plus tension...
gile la nk design byk kowt siap design animated nyeh lg utk game but due date 2 ary..
oh tgn sian kne keje keras...
btw ak dmm pns how nk wt kje...damn game lg bpe episode nk kne wt mati la..
hahahha...xpe ak kn smgt...
sb tiap kali wt bos2 akn puji....haha trus bangge jap XD
tp sdayh gaji bile la nk double up kn...
xpe saba...ade lah rezeki nty....

ok la nk mkn
bye

upss da dkt nk hujung FEB...
sori lme xupdate blog....
maklumla...ase mls da nk tulih...patot ka tutup je blog???
bia jela ek...haha skdr mgisi mse lapang kn....
lapang la sgt hahahah~!

ok la....bln neyh da msok 3month da keje...yey!!
mkin lme keje, prasaan suke pd keje neyh, mkin trse getarannya...haha~
phm ke??? mknenyeh suke la kn....yela da dok illustrate & rendering je ary2
keje agak relax gak tp xsuke bile dateline 1day je pling lme 2days...
WTHACK~ tp ok la cume leteyh sb tgn asek non stop moving...
rendering yg makan mse gitu lme 2 make it perfect...
plus retake design da wt tuh....fuh~ btul sne snie...
den walah!! siap!!
oh lupe sblom tuh kne perah otak gak la if xd sketch trutame gaming..
sb tuh ak sorg je yg handle....haih~ xpsl jd game designer haha...
ok la da 3 game msok neyh 4 game yeah~ asl bos suke aty sng gak!

tp yesterday n today xd mood nk keje...lukis pon ase arghh~...otak pon jammed..
mate sayu jeh....oleh sb tuh revenge pd aryneyh....ak bwk external n msok lgu2 yg da bzaman xdgr....lantak~ nk lps stress/emosi yg xtaw asl xd mood psg earphone n mulekn keje....hahahha...
ok la dpt gak siap angle bckground yg kne wt sndrik tuh....

ahhh ak rungsing dgn hal2 duniawi neyh la...
bile pk kawen susa xkawen susa...
single sng kowt...
tah la bia la...
sakit bile pk haha....

ok la tggu gaji msok nk beli belah sikit...
aahh duet cair tiap ary huhu...
bile la nk dpt gaji up neyh huhu...
ok cite laen kali

woah lame da xjenguk blog...
i'm back with healthy person...
its going to be end of year 2011....
hmm too much bitterness in dis year....
well dats life is right?

work.....? ok!
gladly dpt keje...finally yeay!!
after all hard work of job hunting...fuhh~
guess wat amek majoring laen tp keje as animator...yep!
dlu nk major animation tp not so lucky....try digital media...best!
laz2 dpt keje balek ke animation field....ohohoho~
i'm i lucky or wat?? *nk sumthing else grphic ke product ke cewah....
tp ok laa dis work...juz penat sgt2!!
kdg dlm aty n otak neyh trase "i'm not going to work as animation anymore, surrender"
btul x tipo ok...stress sb lot of work as i'm handling sorg plak tuh...
mak aih cmpur nk kne wat game design lg....uish mau xhuru hare otak...
tgn pon asek crame jerh pegang wicom bamboo...
so xpe amek experience so pas neyh nk try keje dlm grphic lak ke app ke...
amek ilmu byk2 den bru leyh bkk studio sndri...amboih beso kn impian! hahaha
skrg i'm officially 2D flash artist/illustrator position....
tmbh terer kowt in flash..hehehe

hmm dlm planning n still pending...
ingt nk asah skill neyh more pro...
nk amek part tyme/short course blajo 3D animation/ 2D illustrator....
yep sume pakai duet...tak sah kalo xgune duet....
mission: kumpul2 duet...

relationship??....ok!
life now...hepi jgk la...tp xtaw la smpai bile kn....hmm
walau penat it still make me feel worth it...
i'm waiting for few years now....to change dis life more better...

rakan2 dikasihi...
sorry if xdpt jmpe or spend tyme togetha :(
yela bz skit plus ak abeh keje pkul 7 korung pkul 6....*jelez
aaahh...still not agree of abeh keje pkul 7 tuh...tp nk wat cmner...
its d company rules n working hours kn....
xpe nty kite g dinner same2 ok!
upss tp kne la booking ak dlu hehehe...
since ak byk planning neyh muhahaha.....
ehem illa pon asek bz mrayap sane sni jeh ak taw tuh hehehhee....
bile ko nk masak sdp2 pggil ak dtg...?
leyh ak dinner umah ko kn..da kenyang balek la :P hahaha

aaaaa.....
family going to move out soon....
sdayh nk tggalkan btho neyh...
tp apekah daye since lot of prob in financial...
jauh sikit la dr slago kn....
xpe nty korunk2 leyh dtg umah ak gak kn msing2 kete kn ade hehe...
hmm so plan nk beli viva so jimat sikit g keje ulang alik....
xpe la jauh pon kne gak tempuhi...dugaan...
hrp nk cri la kje dkt2 sikit kt cyber ke?
sabo2....wait for a year ok!

ok la c me other next post...bye~

asalamualaikum...
hello my dear blog...
we meet again...huhu
aryneyh nk luahkn rse aty...
sb da xtaw nk share gan sape...
is like i meet with dead end.....penink...

well yela pk mse hdapan...
bak kate org tuh "i'm really fast foward person"...
thanks sb bru taw lah kowt haha....
hmm...tp btul ke kite xpyh pk,penink2 pekare yg blum tibe...
kalo ak dok pk org ckp i'm so negatif thinkin...arghh~ so wat i'm suppose 2 do kn...
perasaan xsdp aty tu wujud...otak will b functioning always...
life is hard....
kdg2 ase i make biggest mistake of my life...
tp bile pk blk nyesal pon xgune..

even talk too him pon xd conclusion...plus feel like i add burden plak nti...
kang ckp mcm2 he will be touchin ase mcm xsupport or kutuk die lak..."sensitivity"
plus bg die rungsing....
he wouldn't understand...
haih...tah la....
kdg2 ase nk amek lngkh drastic....
tp takowt t'slh lngkh...
hmm xpe bg peluang....follow as d time given...
bru jeh dgr planningnyer...
tp aty xyakin padanya...aahh xsuke prasaan tuh...shuh~ buang jauh2 plz...

ok skrg tgh job hunting...
hoping dpt la mne2 job...
nk duet...poket kering neyh...
no moneyh in purse even bank...wah~ muflis huhuhu....
dpt job dpt la duet...tringt ank kpd kwn my mum says "i work 4 money"
yeah~ btul tuh....byk nk kne tnggung neyh....

prob mgunung...
hrp allah bg jln keluar & murah rezeki...insyallah...

ok folks....
sesi luahan tamat...
xpela skadar luah sikit pon jd la kn...
huhu...
nytez...

oh lately ak sgt addicted dgn k-pop balik...
ahhh~ nape la kn....da lme ak tinggalkan actually...
ok ak taw neyh sume gare-gare yaya la kowt...
suke sgt bukak utube n asek2 psg lgu korea jerh..
hmm....ok ak dok usha2 gak arh ape latest k-pop..
ade group2 bru...emm xbes sgt...
i like d old groupies....

ok lgu ak dgr skrg...
f(x)-danger
u-kiss-neverland (comeback)!! jyeah
Kim Kyu Jong (ss501)- yesterday
walau xbyk sgt tp ak dok ary2 psg lgu tuh....xjemu2 haha...
liking the rhythms....
tp xpe tggu ak search n dgr lg...if ade bes ak update...haha
paling suke lgu yesterday tuh!! tgk mv dieh...ahh cair...
da la ensem...lgu sdp lak...hah! pe lgik smpai wat jdik ringtone huhuhu..
nk wt laki mmg xksampaian lah kn.....dlm mimpi je bole.....

ok lah utk m'dalami erti lgu tuh...
here's d lyric translation....


I can't believe it
My love

You cruelly pretend not to see me and turn away
Admist the blowing hair, my eyes shake in despair
I try to hide it but it brightly shows like a lie

I am like this because of you
Every day is like hell- day by day
I miss you, I miss you so much
No matter how much I say I don't
It's not working

(I can't stand it anymore)
Even if my life is ruined


* Today, which is sadder than yesterday,
Inside of me, your place is empty
Tears blankly fall even though I desperately call you
I can't see you- I don't want to turn away forever

Yesterday- nanananana
Yesterday- nanananana

** Please come back
But in the end, you don't come back
Our love is only until yesterday
I don't want to turn away forever
Yesterday (life is go on)

I miss you, I miss you so much
Even though I try to be strong

* repeat

Yesterday- nanananana
Yesterday- nanananana

** repeat

* repeat

Yesterday
Yesterday

nk dgr lgu---->

hoh suda brape bulan xjenguk blog neyh....
sori ea i'm so bz plus mcm2 belaku so xd mood sgt nk bbloging...
currently i've change a lot....
alhamdulillah~ amin~

allah mgkin da makbulkn doa2 pnh ku pinta selame neyh...
experience2 ku lalui jg dipermudahkan...
syukur~

need to fokus more n b serious more after dis....
wahai mirul ku~
hrp2 dpt la keje yg elok n stabil...
ku sentiase doakn yg tbaek n murah rezeki mu~

aty gembire tp ade sikit pautan ksedayhan...
apakah daya tp akn ku harungi juge....
dun wori "tira bole!" hahaha!

ouh gik tgk org kawen td...
smbil2 tuh tpk bile la tyme ak nk tbe neyh~
xbole2 kne cri duet dlu...klo x nty ternganga...
lgpon da jnji gan papa...
my full responsibility wajib tunaikn....
ok will prepare 4 anyting hopefully...

salam bloggies...
miss my bloggies...
yela tmpt express feeling kn~
lgpon da lame xjenguk2 bloggies neyh~
haih nseb baek baek2 jerh haha~
(*da mcm org lak ak ase :P)

laz2 weeks..xingt da week ke brape...
feeling mcm little bit upset, ase nk mgamuk, hate hearted..sume ader...
lps tuh...ok da..after sesi heart talk gan mama n papa...
ingt xnk la titik airmate tp tkuar jgk...haish~
i understand wat happen surrounding me...
i know how u both feel...
TQ for listening wat my heart contempt to say~
TQ for given me opportunity...as i should ask Allah for guidance...
xpe i will not duin things that will burden u both...
even i know i can do it altho' hardness i will go thru...
but still thinking d best would help...
i juz hope for d best...
xpelah if ade rezeki laen 1 day insyallah~
tuh jela yg b'main dlm pale otak skrg neyh~


papa xkasi lngsung b'jmpe....
xpela mayb ade alasan dieh sndrik...
sdayh tp xpela redho...
ouh xtaw la nape ak rjin sgt cari2 info kt tenet..
skali tjmpe n tbace lah petikan neyh~

"Dari sudut ketaatan pula seorang anak perempuan dikehendaki taat kepada kedua ibubapanya selagi ia belum berkahwin dan selagi perkara yang diperintahkan itu tidak berbentuk maksiat. Tetapi setelah ia berkahwin ketaatan berubah kepada suaminya sepenuhnya. Dengan lain perkataan syurga seseorang perempuan itu sebelum berkahwin bergantung kepada ketaatan kepada kedua ibu bapa selain dari amalan-amalan wajib yang lain, dan setelah berkahwin bergantung kepada keredhaan suaminya dan tidak dalam perkara yang berbentuk maksiat."

hmm...
lately tlg mama buat kuih...
walau xbrpe rjin tp rjinkn jgk lah kn huhu...
yg xthn nyeh tgh buat rse nk mkn~
aahhh~ n ak geram dgn MMU, MARA....etc
mcm mane ak nk convo neyh~
nk register xdpt2~ haish!
biler ak nk kol pon ak xtaw jd mcm mls...

ouh tggl 10 malam ramadan da n soon will finish pose...
okeh kesempatan ini kne p'byk doa p'byk beribadah~
tuhlah yg sedang dilakukan...
hrp2 segala dose t'hapus n doa dmakbulkan...amin~

salam....
hari neyh 29.7.2011, 1 a.m
tlupe bace yasin...
takpe akan ku bce sbuh nanti....

haih...
ary2 idupku makin dibelenggu rse:
stress,bslh,emosi unstabil,perasaan cmpur baur n mcm2 pmikiran
yg watkn driku sraboot stiap mse...
yea ak taw ini activity yg x sehat...
tp apekah daye...
trime,harungi dan saba serta pasrah~

papa da bsuare yg ak xberhak membuat keputusan...
keputusan diatas tgn mereka slagi ak xkawen...
perit kn dgr...tp ak xmampu nk bsuare hanye mampu bdiam dan ikowt pe mereka tentukan
siang mlm ku berdoa agr mereka mmhami prasaan ak...
nk je lawan nk je bsuare rse terbuku di haty...
tp ak tlalu takowt...
xnk dianggap derhaka..xnk lukai lg aty mereka..xnk jd ank xkenang budi...
sbaliknye ku syg akan mereka...
yela lgpon ak jnis not memberontak punyer person...
tpi terkilan org laen yg asing x pnh knl..bru jeh knl..dpt mmahami situasi ku...
byk nasihat positive diberikan...tp knpe x parent ku??
knpe dierg asek lihat yg buruk...baek nya tiade...peluang nk beri pon tiade...
bile ssorg tuh jaat/silap...means dieh jaat sntiase? even jd baek pon still jaat lg~?
sungguh ku xphm...npe pmikiran mereka bgitu skali...
takpe lah pape pon akn ku kotakan tggjwbku jua....
haih~

takpela allah ade utk ku....
hrp pe aku doa kn sdikit sbyk allah berkati...
susa nk nyatakan..tp tuh la dialami..

mirul sy taw awk pon sdg susa skrg neyh...
tp sy sntiase sokong awk dbelakang...
smoge u bjaya dlm idup~ walau perit sikit~
buktikan u bole ok..!
i'll be waiting...

suda lme xpost ape2...
aryneyh tdetik nk post...
xpela skdar mnulis ape yg terbuku d haty...

hmm...
byk btol mslh melanda....
mungkin Allah nk uji oleh tuh byk btol bala yg trun....
sdayh btol sb kmungkinan akan pindah umah atas izin-Nya...
umah kecik besa atau sewa slamenya xtaw la hanya bserah kpd-Nya....
ak hnya mampu ikuti...kmane haluannya dsitu lah akn ku berada...

xckup dgn beban yg ade telah mnmbhkn lg beban atas bahu mereka...
xdisangka....hnya mmpu bdiam...
tertitisnya air mate mereka krn kecewa...sgguh trse bdose...
prasaan yg ada hnyelah bslh spnjg mse....
mereka tabah m'hdpi walau berat mslh....
mgkin jika org laen suda xdpt menerima sdia adanya lg....
redho mampu dlalui skrg...

mse mkin hmpir...
tpkse lalui ape yg xpnh dlalui...
memberi dan menerima manekah yg lebeyh baek??
walau aty xmahu xsudi tp perlu jua utk 1 new life....
hnya mmpu mrintih dan pohon kpd-Nya...
kkuatan jiwa amat dperlukan...
itulah nmanya pengorbanan....

pe yg tjdik...dugaan yg dberikn...ade hikmahnya....
ksdaran dan dri smakin hmpir kpd-Nya...syukur
cume kesannya xkn hilang....
akn dbwa smpai k'akhirnya...
walau hilang akan ssuatu...
hrp jodoh ku dgn dieh bkekalan...
amin~

hai hai bloggie.....
bru nk update...
all dis tyme on9 tp xjenguk2 pon blog sndri....
haha...so ary neyh rjin skit nk bblog...

selesai suda blaja d MMU...not officially n eternally...
juz dat bru abes degree jeh...
lps neyh insyallah master...
pjuangan d truskn lg....
byk jgk procedure nk kne wat 4 apply master....
mcm2 la nk nyeh....so kne la cpt2 sblom tlps intake oct. sb june da tlps ;(
well korunk doakn yg tbaek utk ak yea~ :D

aryneyh bru je slesai anta anje blk MMU since da bkk sem kn...
tggu registration hostel giler lah pnjg nk mampuih line bratur~
dlu pon ak xmcm tuh....smpai saket bontot tggu taw x...2jam lebeyh gak la...
but ak da suke da sb dieh dpt bilik hb3 ground floor haha~
sng utk ak kunjung n psinggahan 4 resting nty hahaha~
umm....
hopefully she can do well in major "ID"
actually die dpt mdia art tp xkn la nk same kn...
ak sgt2 xnk dieh same major gan ak dlu huhuhu....
bia la laen2 at least bkembang skit ilmu kn....

oooohh2 td ak g kenduri kawen my mum's fren....ank dierg kawen...
dpt kotak brisi telur...n kaler kotak tuh black....
dlm aty "konpem pgantin punye bju kaler itam"....
lps mkn sume...sblom blk sempat la salaman dgn pgntin...
n yes bju dierg kaler black white....
tbe2 tringt kalo Sara tgk msty dieh suke....
kt kpale pgntin pompuan tuh pon cntek...
tringt mse ak dance dluh ade ala2 curl pakai kt kpale tuh...haha

p/s: sori sara ak xsombong taw...ak ade jeh juz dat ak diam jela since ak pon xtaw nk wat pe skrg haha....

yeah currently i didn't do anything...
job hunting pon so-so jela....
ade la cri2 jgk kt tenet tp npe la aty tuh xd bkenan....
hurm ke sb xready....
timbul mcm2 negative side biler ak nk job2 hunting neyh~
tuh la plus confidence level ak mcm trumbang ambing sikit....
tp duet pon xd da neyh....haish....
nk cri part tyme kt area2 kwsn umah pon susa....racist btol kowt~
hoping dpt la kje part tyme 4month kt umah...
xkn ak nk golek2 je kn?? (ehem golek2 pon bes) hahahhaa~ :P

since dok umah non stop eating....
asl nk diet....u no lah....
mknan ade jeh yg sdp stiap ary siap gan desert ok....
so nafsu mkn tuh mmanggil2...
bru jeh wat oreo cheesecake arytuh...
so will proceed gan oren ke peach ke cheesecake....
slalu ade jeh org ckp xbg skit pon....
sape2 jgn la kecik aty k sape swuh xdtg umah ak hahahha~

hummm....
k lah kowt smpai sni sje....
nty update lgik....

slmt kembali....
bbulan xtgk n update blog neyh....
yelah sibok mhadapi mse2 genting....
hahaha~

well....byk nk kne wat sem neyh...
da la short sem....
subject fyp lak kn....
walau 1 je subject tp ckup wat dri sume org huru-hare...
sape yg xnanges wat fyp neyh...(slh sorg nyeh ak)
ok la critique2 bjaye jgk siapkn n present....
nape pggil critique?? emm ak pon xtaw tp 4 sure utk assessment kteorg lah...

kali neyh bbrape org je akn tplih msok playground v5.
ok bunyi mcm tmpt maen knk2 je kn...
haha tp sbnrnyeh nme exhibition kteorg....
installation yg telah dbuat akan dmaen,demo oleh audience2 yg dtg...
hmm dri neyh nk sgt tplih msok exhibition....
tp....i'm not lucky enuff...sdayh jgk + tgk kwn2 yg dpt tp xpela i had do my best....
walau installation xpower hrp2 still dpt markah tggi...
xnk pointer jtuh plz......

ouh mesty korunk tnyer2 ak wat pe kn...
installation on interactive graphic story...
ok visual sume bgus da tp sb interactivity kurang...
animation emm so-so la sb i'm not FA....
yela ak kn suke lukis2 neyh...
mgkin sb tlalu focus on visual since ia nyeh content ak tlupe yg interactivity nye...
i noe i can do more better tp......~~~~~

mase lah maen pranan...
mse nk present lah bru nk siap content...
n xdpt pon project on my ideation platform...hampe jgk haih...
yela projector xd...lec ckp sb xsempat kalo nk psg projector...
ummm....bg ak sng je amek projector psg n on kn??
tp tuh lah lec swuh xpyh projector tnjuk screen jeh...
folo jela since ak blurr n zzzZZ...
org laen project sume kt wall ak ney gatal skit nk laen dr laen...
konon2 project from top-bottom ala2 floor projection...
haa amek xleyh test,ukur,demo....mmg laz2 xgune projector lngsung...
ok installation kire unsuccessfully jgk walau keje siap...
overall ak puas aty jgk la sb dpt siapkn visual 10page each n xmiss out present....
ok la tu kn....?

aaa...nk ucapkn ribuan thanks kt mama,papa :D
mierul walau u suke wat i tmbh stress n triple nanges sb fyp.............
tq sb sggup tmn n tlg till end of my fyp....even u missed classes 4 me...(bslh rse)
xd org leyh wt n sggup cmtuh except u.....luv u much...*cuddle mcm Tbear
i heard u xtdo 3 ary da neyh...siapkn tons of assigmnt n presentation...
aaa cian nye....ok2 my turn 2 help u now...
tp biler nk tlg u ckp da siapkn da assgmnt...
aaaaA speechless....xpela i watch dwnloaded muvee hahahhaha!!

ummm....ok lps neyh byk kne wat...
pindah kuar...(xsuke nyeh) sb byk habuk n brg~
n hala tuju pon ak xsure...master? keje? when? where?
otak neyh xtaw pe die pk...
i noe soon da kne decide...
haa blk umah konfirm pressure jgk...
mama bebel2, push2 me mcm biase...
Aaaa...nk vacation xkire! lps tuh bru decide bole????
lucky mierul dpt call from msc n mdec...! go 4 it~! cpt abeh kn blaja tuh k....

oooooklah....
byk sgt ak tulis kang buhsan lak bce kn...
hehe...

p/s: homedec 2011 best (nk jgk tulis hehe)..umah da jd aquarium ikan..coming soon nk rabbit..

hello kwn2...i'm bck....

currently awake....

hello blog....

epy sunday~!!

slmt mlm sume....

currently 4.38 pm...