Sunday, April 7, 2013

sometimes i wonder 2013

2013.....da bulan 4.... sungguh lame ku abaikan blog ney wt seketika.... ak try wordpress....tp utk keje sje....bes pulak pkai wordpress.... tp xpela blog tmpt luahan aty yg byk ketidakpuasan nyerh... hahha nk cite psl cinte haty... heartache kdg2.... maklum la lumrah la dlm relation.. ak tau die tuh baek,keje bgus,gud lukin la gak,sume tbaek lah.... kalo gurl msty knpem suke die lah sng cite~ (umm ke ak je yg perasaan lebeyh gitu) tp ak xkesah la sb katenye nk kwn kn...yela tol gak nape lak ak nk cntrol plus ak bkn org yg cmtuh nk kwn...kwn lah kn....ak ok je smpailah ak berase musykil.... ok org akn kate ak neyh jahat suke tgk privacy org....tp privacy bf sndri slh ke??? kalo btul xd pape nape nk kne sorok?? katenye takowt ak pk negatif....pompuan mne pon akan pk gitu...(ke ak sorg je pk cmtuh) haih~~~ tp ak still bole nego....ak xd lah susa sgt asl xtipo ak da la.... yela ak usha la 1 laman social neyh ha...die pnyer....ak ok lg die cmpur hepi2 sembang2 gan bdk2 ys bru (sume gurl) tp ade 1 persoalan timbul dimane ade la sorg neyh..die lyn gurl tuh mcm care tlebeyh pulak mcm2 tnye...yg laen xpulak cmtuh...pndgan ak mayb gurl tuh taste die la kowt....~ tah la ak jelez...tp xd la smpai jelez tlebeyh~~~~ kalo x da lame ak wt jht....die ckp ak jelez tlebeyh die xd pape pon gan gurl tuh....hmm ade gak la gado kjp psl hal ak usha die nyeh laman social snyap2....ok la ak sjuk kn aty ak pjuk aty ak dgn slalu remind diri "its ok tira.....u have to trust him....trust is main thing" ary2 ak pjuk begini....kalo ak cite kt die xgune gak nty pe die taw ckp ak neyh suke pk negatif suke jelez tlebeyh laz2 mls nk lyn ak....haihhh~ tah la kdg wonder kalo ak neyh layak ke bsame dgn die.... ok ak amatlah ase low sgt yela sb ak skrg da laen....ak da msok kategori laen....ase low dgn diri sndri....mslh pompuan kan suke ase diri xchantek la gemok la pela n bagai....xpela ak ase kalo ak bebel ak sorg gak yg phm....org yg taw ak cmner mgkin phm gak la kn or not??? haha.... well tah la again pjuk diri sndri.... ak tnye byk soalan psl dat gurl die lak mcm xnk ckp seolah mcm ak sibok jelez sgt.... lah ak sje tnye...at least ak tnye mgkin ak lega sikit.... laz ak dpt tngkp die sms gan gurl tuh.....kate xd pape tp smpai msg kt fon....katenye xd kate psl luving2 pon biase je kwn... ok la ak pjuk aty lg trust him~ aty ase pedih tp wat cm xd pape yela ak xnk la jd beban lak....ak juz xsuke je kalo die tipo ak tuh je aty suke gurl tuh tp sb mcm trikat stay gan ak....hate dat!!!! tolong la jgn hipokrit so ak xtaw la die tuh btul ke x...but again pjuk diri lg.... tbe td usha gak scare snyap laman social tuh...again nmpk lg mesranyeh.... aryney pkai bju same kaler.... die:pkai bju ape ari nie..? the gurl:huhuhu same purple la kite die:tu la psl cmne leh same lak neyh (emoticon shy) huihhh sabo tira xpe tu xd pape tuh....sikit jeh.....well honestly sikit tguris aty neyh~ tp xpela...anggap la dierg kwn (pjuk aty sndri lg)....kdg2 ak ase gurl tuh suke die tp xkn la gurl nk mule tol x....xpela pape la....try abaikan la mende2 neyh....psl die nk pindah keje next month amin sgt lah~ tp ak neyh ade pnyakit mane ak sntiase riso psl die mne die g sape die kwn.... tah la ke ak takowt kalah.....kalo ak kalah xpela jdoh bkn dgn die la tuh~ haihh~ nk cite mcm2....tp tuh je la wt smntare wktu neyh... ohh die nk amek myvi s series....lawa....tbe ak lak ase cm nk beli kete.... parent ak smlm bwk die g tgk kete....well tah la kalo xjd mnantu xtaw la nk kate pe... jdoh xd... pe ak leh ckp its ok mama papa....i'll get married to sum1 luv me someday again n accepting me as wat i am or have....if not xd lah....hahhahaha (*evil) ok lah kalo ade i'll update lg ye...

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