PUMPKINATORY

gud mawnink~

tatkala suatu ptg isnin....

such a depressed day...
but neva mind i must be strong...
i'll b strong...
i am strong kn syg kn~ hehe
dat's d reason u like me :D
syg!~ gudluck 4 ur exam kayh~
sorie xcall kjowt tdo...sb i pon tdowh upss~
ok2 da2....keje (*konon) haha

haio~ hve a lot of ideas nk wat interactive multi touch...
tp.....xtaw nk plih mne...
kpale mcm2 nk wat tp xtaw nk start ape...huhu
mcm biase larh~ mse wat assgmnt dlurh pon gitu...
miss my old day wit assgmnt hehe~ (*kelip2 mate)

korunk2 ak da TEMBUN!!~
mirul pon ngaku...(*xpe mirul mmg evil) bweekk~~ :P
nk exercise eyh silap 'KNE' exercise....
maen badminton ke swim ke jog ke...
biler la bole wat sume tuh~
xpe tggu duet ada..kete ada bz xd pastuh on....
jyeh! process kwus plak...

well he'll b holidays soon~
alarh~~~ (*jelez)
xpe2 akan ku pnuh kn dgn activiti :P
haha~

sara,illa,carul,ecah....
gud news ade tmpt mkn bru~
mirul yg pkenalkn tmpt tuh~
da mcm ala2 bar lak..syok...
tp bkn club bar kayh..
bes2!! nty biler kte bsame2 kite gik kayh..sob...sob...(sdayh lak~)

oke lah smbong keje...
(*worko mood)

gudmawning~
haih~ nk luahkn prasaan jap...
pg2 lg ak da biul....
I FEEL LOST!
plus kpale ak biul sb thantuk arytuh...
da la thantuk kuat kt pc....nseb xkne bucu meja...
ganassss....haha (*rawr )

hurm....
xtaw nk terang cmner...
cumer xphm y must he didn't even tell me once...
u just keep it to urself n dissapear juz like dat...??
ask me 2 understand u....but u??
i hve a heart too u noe....
u noe alot bout me as if u understand me better....
but y u keep doin it when u noe dat it will turn us upside down...

yeah a new boy juz came in...
he say me cryin as u dissapear without any word...
he see me cryin for u...as my heart begins flattered
i feel empty n lonely as he guided me to light....
where he take a risk to take care of me better....


there's 2 boy luv a gurl deeply...
d gurl care 4 both heart...
she had a lots of swit memories on both sides....
there's consequences of turning down both of them...
the gurl hope to be silent...as she had no answer....
wat should she do n wat should she prefer n wat's better 4 her?
as she was speechless...
hoping sumthing gud will happening....

to be continued...

i'm backkkk finally....
fuh~ letey...
cmneyh la kalo da keje (*intern jerr)

well tgh dok xwat pe neyh...
tulislah blog kn kn kn? (*dgn xmandy nyeh)
nyamuk lak mgaco jerh taw...
shooh~ gik terbang jauh2 la~ ayo~~

so nk cter psl ape yer??
ok cter psl buah haty...yg bdegup kencang utk nyer
(*ehem...)























(*gambo kami bdue mkin byk...hahaha...nyampah x? hehe :P )


well i neva felt dis way b4 (*eh speakin lak xpelah ek hehe)
he always so close 2 me....in anyways...
he always there 4 me....
he always adore me...
he always care 4 me...
he always cheer me up...
kn mr mate bolat~ hehe (*abeh la u da ade nme gelaran dr i :P )

truthfully i'm happier rite now....by being wit him....
sorry coz of me ur moneyh pocket cpt jerh empty....(haioh truk tol ak neyh)
xpela...lps neyh kite jimat kayh..
kne beli tabung r...hahaha (*konon)
pape pon i want u 2 be well soon!!
worried sbnarnyeh tp xtaw leyh wat ape....cewah~

smlm wat herba foot spa gan ecah n mirul....
cume ade org tuh la laz2 kaki gatal2 hehehe
1st tyme try..best2~!! xpe nty leyh ajk illa lak :P
yeah laptop bru dpt stelah skian lme.....
akhirnyer leyh wat keje...
yey~!

k la da xtaw nk merepek ape neyh...
kang tlebeyh merepek jd ngade2 lak....(*mirul slalu ckp)
hahaha~

hi mr blog...
how r u????
im fine hehe...

laz week...
i found a creative idea to say thank you...
well by cupcakes :P (*tp bkn wat sndrik larh hehe)
to who?? to whom i beloved 2...(*shy)
ordering cupcakes..thanks kt org yg wat cupcakes...hehe
the design idea 4 the cupcakes is by me :D

well basically...the design 4 d cupcakes...
it has so much meaning...n it is about us~ (*wink2)
choices of color...
red+light blue+white = love+both of our fav colour+softness
so........................
its 4 u...(*walaupun i yg mkn byk :P)
thank u 4 ur never lasting luv 2 me..
hehe~

::here r the pic



















yummy~ cupcakes~




















special 4 u (* walau mule2 nk bg as surprise tp xjd)

















"the meaning"
u n i always keep in touch
each days we send our luv
each days were fill wit luv
each days hugs n kisses as reminder
as we'll be accompanied by the stars above

(*upss sori larh if jiwang sikit....haha)

okey mau cter apa yg da jdik mggu neyh....
haish xtaw la npe laptop bole lak rosak tyme2 keje neyh!!~
aaAA~ currently xd laptop mood: sdayh
cmner nk wat keje neyh duh!~

mama lak bg bad news...
kalo kne tuka laptop bru kne tggu 2 weeks sb stock xd...sob..sob
haiyark~ cmner3~ rungsing3~
dtg ofis xdpt wat keje sgt amatlah buhsan...
xpela...sabo jela...

tup2 laptop rosak gusi lak bengkak cikit~
mngkin sb ak gosok gg kuat sgt...
yuh~ byk lak plak mslh nyeh...
plus weekend neyh kne settle anje punye things nk beli n install kt pc...
haish da besar pon nk kakak jgk hahhahaa :P
xpelah mmandangkn ak kakak yg baek..(*ehem kne swuh gan mama sbnrnyeh)

ecah da ajk g gym...(*nk lwn gan illa )
kalo tgk body sndrik mcm mmg kne gik jer... hehehhe~~
haih kne la korek duet...(*illa ko cop duet byk sikit nty kayh :P)
plan nk gik saloon pon xlps lgih...cmner neyh??
hope leyh gik...(*duet ade tp mcm syg nk gune)

well smlm bru jeh kne mara gan mirul...
erm...bg dieh its small matter...
but its not d matter of big or small it is...
sb ak pnh kne dat situation...
so its 1 of my pain which i had experience it b4...
tp xpela...ur apology accepted...

ptg td dpt calling mama...
jyeah! kete suda smpai...
tp xleyh amek lgik...
well bg mama pkai dlurh...cian lak...lg pon mama yg byr~ hee~
however nxt weekend d car is mine muhahhaha!!~

huargh so so ngantok~~
currently ak addicted dgn lgu "2different tears"
siap praktis step dance lgik :P
kalo usha lirik..maksud lgu tuh ssuai sgt lah tyme relationship ak gan ssorg dlurh~
tp skrg i'm yours "mierul" (*bodek)
hahaha~

VERSION ENGLISH
Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, so I love you
So I hate you, so I love you

I'm tryna figure out how to move on with my life without you by my side
Waking up with teary eyes, I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now

So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
No matter how hard I try, I just can't figure out why
I keep thinking 'bout how sweet you used to be

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

I'm crying over you still, what does this mean, do I still want you back in my life
After all these painful things you've done to me, why is it so hard to realize

So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
But the harder that I fight, you come closer in my sight
And I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

Why do I still feel this way when I know there's nothing left to say
Should you leave, but I loved you in the first place, wanna erase you without a trace
Try to tell myself that I need to hate you with the pain that you put me through
But, ah, that's the reason why I still miss you, no matter how hard I try

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

VERSION KOREA
Gave me two different tears, neo ttaemune nan
Gippeoseo ureogo seulpeoseo ureosseo
So I hate you, so I love you
So I hate you, so I love you

Nan neo eobshi saraga neunge wae ajikdo ireohke himdeunji
Deo isangbu eun nuneuro nuntteugin shilheo ijen ugo shipeo

Geuraeseo niga jun apeum saeng gakhae
Neo ttaemune heullin nunmul saeng gakhae
Geureonde wae jakkuman haeng bokhaeteon sungan man
Tteo ulligo ineunji moreugesseo

Gave me two different tears, neo ttaemune nan
Gippeoseo ureogo seulpeoseo ureosseo
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

Wae ajikdo neo ttaeme nunmul heulli neunji naega neomu shilheo
Eolmana deo sang cheoreul ibeoya nan neoreul miwo halsu isseulkka

Geuraeseo niga jun apeum saeng gakhae
Neo ttaemune heullin nunmul saeng gakhae
Hajiman geureol surok mireo naeryeo halsurok
Ni moseubeun deo gakkai dagawa

Gave me two different tears, neo ttaemune nan
Gippeoseo ureogo seulpeoseo ureosseo
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

Why do I still feel this way when I know there's nothing left to say
Charari molla sseumyeon joheul kkeol jiwo beorigo shipeo neol
Nae jashinege miwo harago neol giyeokhara go geu sang cheoreul
But, ah, that's the reason why I still miss you, no matter how hard I try

Gave me two different tears, neo ttaemune nan
Gippeoseo ureogo seulpeoseo ureosseo
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

Gave me two different tears, neo ttaemune nan
Gippeoseo ureogo seulpeoseo ureosseo
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad


enjoy~
bye2 nyto~ ;)

dear blog,
so tired lately....
wonder if i could b energetic everyday....

dear blog,
i've been messaging sum1 unfortunately...
seem like nothin will b the same anymore...
everytin happen 4 a reason...
mayb its my fault 4 leaving...
sorry might b the easiest word...
gudbye might b the hardest word...
no wise word can b said...
but wat i'm supposed 2 say when i blank up knowing u not ok...

dear blog,
as far i can c
i've sum1 dat i could hold on 2 now...
i've pass my fragile heart 2 him...
i've give my faith dat he will keep in care....
there's a star bside me n its belong 2 me...
i'll keep it shining n will not make it fade...
this is my beloved star!

dear blog,
there's lot thing 2 do...
hope i can keep goin...
hope "mentol ideation" always pop up above my head...
hope the machine inside my brain will always functioning...

dear blog,
im wishin "hepi burday!!" 2 my MOM....
thankful she's still healthy....
MOM i luv u....

dear blog,
i've started to blabbing merepek again...
its tyme 2 stop...
sleeping tyme people....

yo! mr blog...
i've been missing u all the tyme :P
haha...

jyeah~ its been past 4 days i've been working...
sume nyeh ok...1st day intern sikit cuak..
ingt kn keje neyh mcm strict giler..rupenyeh opposite..
well 1st day intern da dblanjer canadian pizza! oleh supervisor
wow! bygkn...haha..
kt sni officemate sume giler2 cume kami agk senyap....
maklum la kt class pon senyap gak...hahaha
xpela muler2 kang jd giler tkjowt lak dierg :P

seyes...ak gan ecah xstress lngsung malahan bahagie
mcm ecah ckp "i've neva been so happier b4" cewah~
yela da dpt intern yg office nyeh jnis informal...
kua msok lunch da ikowt mse sndrik da esh3 haha...
company dr tgkt bwh slalu gak naek ke office kteorg..
waduh dierg lg gawat...lg happening..best!!
xsngke dierg2 sume sporting,fascinating,happening n sharing..
swonok tgh ragam2 dierg biler tepat pkul 6ptg..haha

well task da ader..
website...ehem...xterrer well design jela yg rety...
actionscript process learning haha....(*yela sgt)
pape pon "paul" suke idea kteorg...okeyh la tuh...
smlm sempat terjah n jelajah ke offis bwh...
fauzan la yg tarik kteorg swuh tgk dier punyer own company..
wah bes..(*tbyg da lps grad nk keje situ)
siap ak bg hint2 amek org keje x haha...part tyme pon dieh ckp bole
hah! pe lg ak gan ecah da truje da neyh

haa~ oke la neyh la dpt ak cter experience kt tmpt keje..
xtaw nk ckp pe...yg taw bes n relax aje...
cume blk umah kroh2....haih
biler kete nk dpt neyh da sbulan tggu haish cpt la skit...
mau transpot agr sng demi mse depan cewah~
kayh2 nty update lg chow~