Wednesday, January 5, 2011
blog world how r u??
sorry da lme xmnaip...
since xd mende nk dkongsi sblum neyh....
my life kind of dull....
so todayh bole la sharing2 kn....
blog jelah tmpt all out emotion n expression....
da metal sgt otak n haty neyh hahahaha.....
boom boom boom.....even brighter than the moon...
so ocassionally da turn 2011 pon...
mlm tuh konon2 celebrate....!
yela mierul ckp mlm new year tuh kne ikowt plan dieh...
tp u da ruin plan i a day b4 dat kn...neva mind lah~ beralah...dun care bout it....
jd mlm tuh gan kwn2 srumah dieh gik mkn kt "kdai auntie"...
kdai western actually tp da dierg suke2 bg nme kdai tuh folo jelah....
sume waitress n waiter pkai ala2 koboi plus ade copacabana music band...ole~!
n end up kt karoke 1hour....Din blnjew...laen kali blnjer lgik! amin~!
afte blk mlm tuh....
me,illa,carul n mierul da plan awl2 nk ke redbox the next day...
smbil2 mkn speggeti yg illa jnji kn....
well smstynyer lah nk celebrate new year!!
so mlm tuh jgk wlau sgt penat ak bertungkus lumus siapkn oreo balls 4 u guys~!
sb nk bg mknan tuh nmpk merrier skit hahaha...ala2 pot luk laaa~
next day....redbox venue...~
ok sume da smgt...really lukin foward it...
but argh spoil~!!! sgt2 rse horrible.....!!
mende yg nk sorok da tbongkar....
da ade konflik yg berlaku sblom btolak between 'we both'....
dlm otak pk frenship at same tyme pk prasaan si dieh....
truthfully 'i need him' since i'm not into hangout wit dat mr. in such short period of tyme n didn't expect dis to happen so fast~
bla..bla..bla....make up mind for not going at the 1st place....
laz2 pretty lil lie make us both go....
in the car mood mmg sgt2 tegang...
xtaw sume cmpur aduk mcm rojak....
mierul dgn his feeling...haih xtaw lah nk ckp....can't do anytin or speak anytin
i dun blame him coz i noe his condition in dat situation....
i dun blame my dear frenz coz i noe the story...
juz dun understand bout sumtin...let it b silence for dis matter~
bla...bla..bla...settle things wit him not dat simple as involve sum matters...
ask other go on to the venue without us for a moment...
decide to leave n hve sum walk while his in the 7e...
i'm missing, mierul searchin for me yeah kinda playin hide n seek....
bcome more worst which my head blank off plus seem unable to stand properly....
thinkin i'm ok totally wrong...no where to go sitting at the bus station seats...
see passerby vehicle,people....tears start falling....but keep reminding i hve to be tuff!~
mierul phsyco me ask me return bck where he is...
he comfort me...seem dieh bole deal with dis matter n tbe2 mcm ok so2 pelik!
with awkward situation dat nyte everytin goes well la kowt....
well dpt karoke 5 jam giler arh!
sorry dear....
its not dat i dun understand how u felt....
but my situation more worst than yours if u can think bck again...
yes i dun wanna lose sumhow in my judgement nor choices coz i'm so proud to hve u...
sumtyme things dat we dun wanna happen will occur as dat human life is ryte...
sumtyme u can't say gudbye forever coz we will meet again sumhow....
yeah i'm stupid, i'm egoistic, bla..bla...bla seem u not noe my heart enuf mayb....
if u read dis u might hve ur own opinion but i dun care as dis is me....n i learn accept things..
however.....tq so so much coz u willing cool off, makes things ok....
tq 4 duin for ur luv ones...accompany me till ends.....
i noe duin dis hurt ur pride but dun look it as negative side...
u still my admirable person hehe....
ok enuf for the heart thingy....
hmmm....
lots things to do....
needed rushing here there....
leg started cramp...haih~
argh muet things juz depressing.....~~~~
lucky dpt kua 3 of us.....rindui zmn2 3 org jerh hanging out hehehe
watchin "damping mlm" muvee with carul n illa....
tq illa for blnjer steambot Johnny!
ouh i got a new long shirt for the 1st of year in a month....ok lah rather than nothing
now 5:42am....
supposedly sound asleep already....
ok folks later ya!
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