Sunday, December 25, 2011

2011 its going to end

0 comments Posted by tira at 7:29 PM

woah lame da xjenguk blog...
i'm back with healthy person...
its going to be end of year 2011....
hmm too much bitterness in dis year....
well dats life is right?

work.....? ok!
gladly dpt keje...finally yeay!!
after all hard work of job hunting...fuhh~
guess wat amek majoring laen tp keje as animator...yep!
dlu nk major animation tp not so lucky....try digital media...best!
laz2 dpt keje balek ke animation field....ohohoho~
i'm i lucky or wat?? *nk sumthing else grphic ke product ke cewah....
tp ok laa dis work...juz penat sgt2!!
kdg dlm aty n otak neyh trase "i'm not going to work as animation anymore, surrender"
btul x tipo ok...stress sb lot of work as i'm handling sorg plak tuh...
mak aih cmpur nk kne wat game design lg....uish mau xhuru hare otak...
tgn pon asek crame jerh pegang wicom bamboo...
so xpe amek experience so pas neyh nk try keje dlm grphic lak ke app ke...
amek ilmu byk2 den bru leyh bkk studio sndri...amboih beso kn impian! hahaha
skrg i'm officially 2D flash artist/illustrator position....
tmbh terer kowt in flash..hehehe

hmm dlm planning n still pending...
ingt nk asah skill neyh more pro...
nk amek part tyme/short course blajo 3D animation/ 2D illustrator....
yep sume pakai duet...tak sah kalo xgune duet....
mission: kumpul2 duet...

relationship??....ok!
life now...hepi jgk la...tp xtaw la smpai bile kn....hmm
walau penat it still make me feel worth it...
i'm waiting for few years now....to change dis life more better...

rakan2 dikasihi...
sorry if xdpt jmpe or spend tyme togetha :(
yela bz skit plus ak abeh keje pkul 7 korung pkul 6....*jelez
aaahh...still not agree of abeh keje pkul 7 tuh...tp nk wat cmner...
its d company rules n working hours kn....
xpe nty kite g dinner same2 ok!
upss tp kne la booking ak dlu hehehe...
since ak byk planning neyh muhahaha.....
ehem illa pon asek bz mrayap sane sni jeh ak taw tuh hehehhee....
bile ko nk masak sdp2 pggil ak dtg...?
leyh ak dinner umah ko kn..da kenyang balek la :P hahaha

aaaaa.....
family going to move out soon....
sdayh nk tggalkan btho neyh...
tp apekah daye since lot of prob in financial...
jauh sikit la dr slago kn....
xpe nty korunk2 leyh dtg umah ak gak kn msing2 kete kn ade hehe...
hmm so plan nk beli viva so jimat sikit g keje ulang alik....
xpe la jauh pon kne gak tempuhi...dugaan...
hrp nk cri la kje dkt2 sikit kt cyber ke?
sabo2....wait for a year ok!

ok la c me other next post...bye~

 

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

sesi heart talk

0 comments Posted by tira at 9:41 AM

asalamualaikum...
hello my dear blog...
we meet again...huhu
aryneyh nk luahkn rse aty...
sb da xtaw nk share gan sape...
is like i meet with dead end.....penink...

well yela pk mse hdapan...
bak kate org tuh "i'm really fast foward person"...
thanks sb bru taw lah kowt haha....
hmm...tp btul ke kite xpyh pk,penink2 pekare yg blum tibe...
kalo ak dok pk org ckp i'm so negatif thinkin...arghh~ so wat i'm suppose 2 do kn...
perasaan xsdp aty tu wujud...otak will b functioning always...
life is hard....
kdg2 ase i make biggest mistake of my life...
tp bile pk blk nyesal pon xgune..

even talk too him pon xd conclusion...plus feel like i add burden plak nti...
kang ckp mcm2 he will be touchin ase mcm xsupport or kutuk die lak..."sensitivity"
plus bg die rungsing....
he wouldn't understand...
haih...tah la....
kdg2 ase nk amek lngkh drastic....
tp takowt t'slh lngkh...
hmm xpe bg peluang....follow as d time given...
bru jeh dgr planningnyer...
tp aty xyakin padanya...aahh xsuke prasaan tuh...shuh~ buang jauh2 plz...

ok skrg tgh job hunting...
hoping dpt la mne2 job...
nk duet...poket kering neyh...
no moneyh in purse even bank...wah~ muflis huhuhu....
dpt job dpt la duet...tringt ank kpd kwn my mum says "i work 4 money"
yeah~ btul tuh....byk nk kne tnggung neyh....

prob mgunung...
hrp allah bg jln keluar & murah rezeki...insyallah...

ok folks....
sesi luahan tamat...
xpela skadar luah sikit pon jd la kn...
huhu...
nytez...

 

Thursday, October 6, 2011

kpop im back haha

0 comments Posted by tira at 4:12 AM

oh lately ak sgt addicted dgn k-pop balik...
ahhh~ nape la kn....da lme ak tinggalkan actually...
ok ak taw neyh sume gare-gare yaya la kowt...
suke sgt bukak utube n asek2 psg lgu korea jerh..
hmm....ok ak dok usha2 gak arh ape latest k-pop..
ade group2 bru...emm xbes sgt...
i like d old groupies....

ok lgu ak dgr skrg...
f(x)-danger
u-kiss-neverland (comeback)!! jyeah
Kim Kyu Jong (ss501)- yesterday
walau xbyk sgt tp ak dok ary2 psg lgu tuh....xjemu2 haha...
liking the rhythms....
tp xpe tggu ak search n dgr lg...if ade bes ak update...haha
paling suke lgu yesterday tuh!! tgk mv dieh...ahh cair...
da la ensem...lgu sdp lak...hah! pe lgik smpai wat jdik ringtone huhuhu..
nk wt laki mmg xksampaian lah kn.....dlm mimpi je bole.....

ok lah utk m'dalami erti lgu tuh...
here's d lyric translation....


I can't believe it
My love

You cruelly pretend not to see me and turn away
Admist the blowing hair, my eyes shake in despair
I try to hide it but it brightly shows like a lie

I am like this because of you
Every day is like hell- day by day
I miss you, I miss you so much
No matter how much I say I don't
It's not working

(I can't stand it anymore)
Even if my life is ruined


* Today, which is sadder than yesterday,
Inside of me, your place is empty
Tears blankly fall even though I desperately call you
I can't see you- I don't want to turn away forever

Yesterday- nanananana
Yesterday- nanananana

** Please come back
But in the end, you don't come back
Our love is only until yesterday
I don't want to turn away forever
Yesterday (life is go on)

I miss you, I miss you so much
Even though I try to be strong

* repeat

Yesterday- nanananana
Yesterday- nanananana

** repeat

* repeat

Yesterday
Yesterday

nk dgr lgu---->

 

Saturday, September 24, 2011

kembali

0 comments Posted by tira at 11:21 AM

hoh suda brape bulan xjenguk blog neyh....
sori ea i'm so bz plus mcm2 belaku so xd mood sgt nk bbloging...
currently i've change a lot....
alhamdulillah~ amin~

allah mgkin da makbulkn doa2 pnh ku pinta selame neyh...
experience2 ku lalui jg dipermudahkan...
syukur~

need to fokus more n b serious more after dis....
wahai mirul ku~
hrp2 dpt la keje yg elok n stabil...
ku sentiase doakn yg tbaek n murah rezeki mu~

aty gembire tp ade sikit pautan ksedayhan...
apakah daya tp akn ku harungi juge....
dun wori "tira bole!" hahaha!

ouh gik tgk org kawen td...
smbil2 tuh tpk bile la tyme ak nk tbe neyh~
xbole2 kne cri duet dlu...klo x nty ternganga...
lgpon da jnji gan papa...
my full responsibility wajib tunaikn....
ok will prepare 4 anyting hopefully...

 

Saturday, August 20, 2011

xd tajuk~

0 comments Posted by tira at 12:09 AM

salam bloggies...
miss my bloggies...
yela tmpt express feeling kn~
lgpon da lame xjenguk2 bloggies neyh~
haih nseb baek baek2 jerh haha~
(*da mcm org lak ak ase :P)

laz2 weeks..xingt da week ke brape...
feeling mcm little bit upset, ase nk mgamuk, hate hearted..sume ader...
lps tuh...ok da..after sesi heart talk gan mama n papa...
ingt xnk la titik airmate tp tkuar jgk...haish~
i understand wat happen surrounding me...
i know how u both feel...
TQ for listening wat my heart contempt to say~
TQ for given me opportunity...as i should ask Allah for guidance...
xpe i will not duin things that will burden u both...
even i know i can do it altho' hardness i will go thru...
but still thinking d best would help...
i juz hope for d best...
xpelah if ade rezeki laen 1 day insyallah~
tuh jela yg b'main dlm pale otak skrg neyh~


papa xkasi lngsung b'jmpe....
xpela mayb ade alasan dieh sndrik...
sdayh tp xpela redho...
ouh xtaw la nape ak rjin sgt cari2 info kt tenet..
skali tjmpe n tbace lah petikan neyh~

"Dari sudut ketaatan pula seorang anak perempuan dikehendaki taat kepada kedua ibubapanya selagi ia belum berkahwin dan selagi perkara yang diperintahkan itu tidak berbentuk maksiat. Tetapi setelah ia berkahwin ketaatan berubah kepada suaminya sepenuhnya. Dengan lain perkataan syurga seseorang perempuan itu sebelum berkahwin bergantung kepada ketaatan kepada kedua ibu bapa selain dari amalan-amalan wajib yang lain, dan setelah berkahwin bergantung kepada keredhaan suaminya dan tidak dalam perkara yang berbentuk maksiat."

hmm...
lately tlg mama buat kuih...
walau xbrpe rjin tp rjinkn jgk lah kn huhu...
yg xthn nyeh tgh buat rse nk mkn~
aahhh~ n ak geram dgn MMU, MARA....etc
mcm mane ak nk convo neyh~
nk register xdpt2~ haish!
biler ak nk kol pon ak xtaw jd mcm mls...

ouh tggl 10 malam ramadan da n soon will finish pose...
okeh kesempatan ini kne p'byk doa p'byk beribadah~
tuhlah yg sedang dilakukan...
hrp2 segala dose t'hapus n doa dmakbulkan...amin~

 

Thursday, July 28, 2011

rintihan

0 comments Posted by tira at 9:55 AM

salam....
hari neyh 29.7.2011, 1 a.m
tlupe bace yasin...
takpe akan ku bce sbuh nanti....

haih...
ary2 idupku makin dibelenggu rse:
stress,bslh,emosi unstabil,perasaan cmpur baur n mcm2 pmikiran
yg watkn driku sraboot stiap mse...
yea ak taw ini activity yg x sehat...
tp apekah daye...
trime,harungi dan saba serta pasrah~

papa da bsuare yg ak xberhak membuat keputusan...
keputusan diatas tgn mereka slagi ak xkawen...
perit kn dgr...tp ak xmampu nk bsuare hanye mampu bdiam dan ikowt pe mereka tentukan
siang mlm ku berdoa agr mereka mmhami prasaan ak...
nk je lawan nk je bsuare rse terbuku di haty...
tp ak tlalu takowt...
xnk dianggap derhaka..xnk lukai lg aty mereka..xnk jd ank xkenang budi...
sbaliknye ku syg akan mereka...
yela lgpon ak jnis not memberontak punyer person...
tpi terkilan org laen yg asing x pnh knl..bru jeh knl..dpt mmahami situasi ku...
byk nasihat positive diberikan...tp knpe x parent ku??
knpe dierg asek lihat yg buruk...baek nya tiade...peluang nk beri pon tiade...
bile ssorg tuh jaat/silap...means dieh jaat sntiase? even jd baek pon still jaat lg~?
sungguh ku xphm...npe pmikiran mereka bgitu skali...
takpe lah pape pon akn ku kotakan tggjwbku jua....
haih~

takpela allah ade utk ku....
hrp pe aku doa kn sdikit sbyk allah berkati...
susa nk nyatakan..tp tuh la dialami..

mirul sy taw awk pon sdg susa skrg neyh...
tp sy sntiase sokong awk dbelakang...
smoge u bjaya dlm idup~ walau perit sikit~
buktikan u bole ok..!
i'll be waiting...

 

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

haty yg merintih

0 comments Posted by tira at 5:13 PM

suda lme xpost ape2...
aryneyh tdetik nk post...
xpela skdar mnulis ape yg terbuku d haty...

hmm...
byk btol mslh melanda....
mungkin Allah nk uji oleh tuh byk btol bala yg trun....
sdayh btol sb kmungkinan akan pindah umah atas izin-Nya...
umah kecik besa atau sewa slamenya xtaw la hanya bserah kpd-Nya....
ak hnya mampu ikuti...kmane haluannya dsitu lah akn ku berada...

xckup dgn beban yg ade telah mnmbhkn lg beban atas bahu mereka...
xdisangka....hnya mmpu bdiam...
tertitisnya air mate mereka krn kecewa...sgguh trse bdose...
prasaan yg ada hnyelah bslh spnjg mse....
mereka tabah m'hdpi walau berat mslh....
mgkin jika org laen suda xdpt menerima sdia adanya lg....
redho mampu dlalui skrg...

mse mkin hmpir...
tpkse lalui ape yg xpnh dlalui...
memberi dan menerima manekah yg lebeyh baek??
walau aty xmahu xsudi tp perlu jua utk 1 new life....
hnya mmpu mrintih dan pohon kpd-Nya...
kkuatan jiwa amat dperlukan...
itulah nmanya pengorbanan....

pe yg tjdik...dugaan yg dberikn...ade hikmahnya....
ksdaran dan dri smakin hmpir kpd-Nya...syukur
cume kesannya xkn hilang....
akn dbwa smpai k'akhirnya...
walau hilang akan ssuatu...
hrp jodoh ku dgn dieh bkekalan...
amin~

 

Sunday, June 5, 2011

jom sembang2

0 comments Posted by tira at 8:17 AM

hai hai bloggie.....
bru nk update...
all dis tyme on9 tp xjenguk2 pon blog sndri....
haha...so ary neyh rjin skit nk bblog...

selesai suda blaja d MMU...not officially n eternally...
juz dat bru abes degree jeh...
lps neyh insyallah master...
pjuangan d truskn lg....
byk jgk procedure nk kne wat 4 apply master....
mcm2 la nk nyeh....so kne la cpt2 sblom tlps intake oct. sb june da tlps ;(
well korunk doakn yg tbaek utk ak yea~ :D

aryneyh bru je slesai anta anje blk MMU since da bkk sem kn...
tggu registration hostel giler lah pnjg nk mampuih line bratur~
dlu pon ak xmcm tuh....smpai saket bontot tggu taw x...2jam lebeyh gak la...
but ak da suke da sb dieh dpt bilik hb3 ground floor haha~
sng utk ak kunjung n psinggahan 4 resting nty hahaha~
umm....
hopefully she can do well in major "ID"
actually die dpt mdia art tp xkn la nk same kn...
ak sgt2 xnk dieh same major gan ak dlu huhuhu....
bia la laen2 at least bkembang skit ilmu kn....

oooohh2 td ak g kenduri kawen my mum's fren....ank dierg kawen...
dpt kotak brisi telur...n kaler kotak tuh black....
dlm aty "konpem pgantin punye bju kaler itam"....
lps mkn sume...sblom blk sempat la salaman dgn pgntin...
n yes bju dierg kaler black white....
tbe2 tringt kalo Sara tgk msty dieh suke....
kt kpale pgntin pompuan tuh pon cntek...
tringt mse ak dance dluh ade ala2 curl pakai kt kpale tuh...haha

p/s: sori sara ak xsombong taw...ak ade jeh juz dat ak diam jela since ak pon xtaw nk wat pe skrg haha....

yeah currently i didn't do anything...
job hunting pon so-so jela....
ade la cri2 jgk kt tenet tp npe la aty tuh xd bkenan....
hurm ke sb xready....
timbul mcm2 negative side biler ak nk job2 hunting neyh~
tuh la plus confidence level ak mcm trumbang ambing sikit....
tp duet pon xd da neyh....haish....
nk cri part tyme kt area2 kwsn umah pon susa....racist btol kowt~
hoping dpt la kje part tyme 4month kt umah...
xkn ak nk golek2 je kn?? (ehem golek2 pon bes) hahahhaa~ :P

since dok umah non stop eating....
asl nk diet....u no lah....
mknan ade jeh yg sdp stiap ary siap gan desert ok....
so nafsu mkn tuh mmanggil2...
bru jeh wat oreo cheesecake arytuh...
so will proceed gan oren ke peach ke cheesecake....
slalu ade jeh org ckp xbg skit pon....
sape2 jgn la kecik aty k sape swuh xdtg umah ak hahahha~

hummm....
k lah kowt smpai sni sje....
nty update lgik....

 

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

my fyp dayh toward end~

0 comments Posted by tira at 4:20 PM

slmt kembali....
bbulan xtgk n update blog neyh....
yelah sibok mhadapi mse2 genting....
hahaha~

well....byk nk kne wat sem neyh...
da la short sem....
subject fyp lak kn....
walau 1 je subject tp ckup wat dri sume org huru-hare...
sape yg xnanges wat fyp neyh...(slh sorg nyeh ak)
ok la critique2 bjaye jgk siapkn n present....
nape pggil critique?? emm ak pon xtaw tp 4 sure utk assessment kteorg lah...

kali neyh bbrape org je akn tplih msok playground v5.
ok bunyi mcm tmpt maen knk2 je kn...
haha tp sbnrnyeh nme exhibition kteorg....
installation yg telah dbuat akan dmaen,demo oleh audience2 yg dtg...
hmm dri neyh nk sgt tplih msok exhibition....
tp....i'm not lucky enuff...sdayh jgk + tgk kwn2 yg dpt tp xpela i had do my best....
walau installation xpower hrp2 still dpt markah tggi...
xnk pointer jtuh plz......

ouh mesty korunk tnyer2 ak wat pe kn...
installation on interactive graphic story...
ok visual sume bgus da tp sb interactivity kurang...
animation emm so-so la sb i'm not FA....
yela ak kn suke lukis2 neyh...
mgkin sb tlalu focus on visual since ia nyeh content ak tlupe yg interactivity nye...
i noe i can do more better tp......~~~~~

mase lah maen pranan...
mse nk present lah bru nk siap content...
n xdpt pon project on my ideation platform...hampe jgk haih...
yela projector xd...lec ckp sb xsempat kalo nk psg projector...
ummm....bg ak sng je amek projector psg n on kn??
tp tuh lah lec swuh xpyh projector tnjuk screen jeh...
folo jela since ak blurr n zzzZZ...
org laen project sume kt wall ak ney gatal skit nk laen dr laen...
konon2 project from top-bottom ala2 floor projection...
haa amek xleyh test,ukur,demo....mmg laz2 xgune projector lngsung...
ok installation kire unsuccessfully jgk walau keje siap...
overall ak puas aty jgk la sb dpt siapkn visual 10page each n xmiss out present....
ok la tu kn....?

aaa...nk ucapkn ribuan thanks kt mama,papa :D
mierul walau u suke wat i tmbh stress n triple nanges sb fyp.............
tq sb sggup tmn n tlg till end of my fyp....even u missed classes 4 me...(bslh rse)
xd org leyh wt n sggup cmtuh except u.....luv u much...*cuddle mcm Tbear
i heard u xtdo 3 ary da neyh...siapkn tons of assigmnt n presentation...
aaa cian nye....ok2 my turn 2 help u now...
tp biler nk tlg u ckp da siapkn da assgmnt...
aaaaA speechless....xpela i watch dwnloaded muvee hahahhaha!!

ummm....ok lps neyh byk kne wat...
pindah kuar...(xsuke nyeh) sb byk habuk n brg~
n hala tuju pon ak xsure...master? keje? when? where?
otak neyh xtaw pe die pk...
i noe soon da kne decide...
haa blk umah konfirm pressure jgk...
mama bebel2, push2 me mcm biase...
Aaaa...nk vacation xkire! lps tuh bru decide bole????
lucky mierul dpt call from msc n mdec...! go 4 it~! cpt abeh kn blaja tuh k....

oooooklah....
byk sgt ak tulis kang buhsan lak bce kn...
hehe...

p/s: homedec 2011 best (nk jgk tulis hehe)..umah da jd aquarium ikan..coming soon nk rabbit..

 

Thursday, April 14, 2011

malaih la~

0 comments Posted by tira at 6:32 AM

hello kwn2...i'm bck....

sorry sb lme xupdate....
sb nyer mls lak nk b'blog-ing...
tbe2 rjin lak aryneyh...
hahaha....

ok la...
so lonely bored n mls lately!....
tp mls tuh overdose....!!
pdahal da nk dkt abeh sem.. 3 weeks left...
SHIT!!....tp stil dok mls lg....aiseh...
xtaw la npe xnk rjin....
mgkin sb xnk abeh cpt la kowt hahaha...
well still a lot need to do....
ouh plz la tira....come on!! u can do it!! cume kne rjin plz2~

hmm....mr.m xd kt snie....
adui walau ary2 dok pesan ak wat keje skola....
tp ak xwat jgk hehehe....upss~!
kalo wat pon sikit byk nyeh ak bkk mende laen...fb lah pe lgik...
ok so ak kne focus skrg...cewah!
haih...
biler la mr.m nk blk...bole bg smgt sikit...
tlg ak sikit2 ke...haha
tringt mse wat sculture same2 smpai dpt A yey!!! hehe
mne taw kowt2 kali neyh dpt A jgk..
haih mimpi jela ak neyh kn....
xpe org kate sblum capai kne angan2 dulu
yeke???
hahaha pape jela ek...

ouh....
lme gak ak x kua ryap2 KL....
reason ak mls....haih asl byk sgt p'kataan mls mnjelma...
shuhh2~~ mls go away plz...hee~
so...dok umah kje ak golek sne sni....
pi kelaih aerobik n dgr ceramah....
hahaha laen yg ak wat biler dok umah....
kwus xjgk....mkin sehat...alhamdullilah....
:P

ok pastuh i wanna vacation....
aduh pwasan lgik....
final pon xabeh lg ade aty nk vacation...
xtaw la otak ak da pk vacation...
mgkin need rest la kowt...
sleep...shopping...swimming...spa...
haaa~ swonok....*berangan kt resort da...
*tmpar2 pipi....ok wake up!
sblum nk wat sume tuh nk sume tuh...
sile lah wat keje anda....
sekian~ hahaha...





 

Sunday, March 20, 2011

mum 2011

0 comments Posted by tira at 11:31 AM

currently awake....

clock hand showing at 2.30am...
should be sleeping....
but neva mind only 4 tonite lil bit late....

well skrg neyh byk abehkn mse dok umah (cheras)...
wat hapen to my house cyber??? umm empty for moment huhu..
yela dok umah always ade mkanan when lapa...xyah susa2 cri or order...
tp kburukan nyer berat bdn pon akn naek lah...
OMG!! ok xperlu sesal sb da naek pon..brape?? ish xyah la taw sogan den....
plus free bebel ary2 from my mum about my "chubbyness" issues...
die ckp: tira u better do sumting wit ur body~!
aduiyai...pe nk wat ak pon xtaw la...cume bole ckp shoe sport xd hahaha...
ok la nty ak wat la sumting walau ak blur2 nk wat cmner spaye slim blk....
xnk kne bebel gan mama gan mierul hehehe....
mcm2 idea da dierg bg...swuh jgn mnum air sejuk la, g poco2 la, wat exercise la, jog la...
emm slim body ker fitness first ke body weight managment ke xd lak sebut;sponser :P
hahaha~ xpe2 tgu ade duet sndrik la kn...
dok umah cyber kbaekkan nyer dpt krus kn bdn...tp ak akn kbulur la plak....
haioh~ nmpknyer lps neyh ak kne stay cyber lah....

ouhh....
bru2 neyh pegi fotopro workshop TS....
sb free n mama beli camera dslr bru so tpkse la pegi kn....
so anje,ak gan mierul pegi...
tq syg for wake up early morning naek train to cheras walau u sgt ngantok...
1st tyme ak breakfast kt ekspress soup....
ok ak ktinggalan sikit...
bru ak taw bread bbentuk bekas utk soup tuh bole mkn ingt mangkuk soup jer ahahaa....
lunch kteorg kt jj foodcourt jeh jimat kos....
pastuh tmn mierul gik beli hp...haa~
sng xpyh da susa2 xdpt line nk kol or msg u!~ hee~

so bru je jap td kne tgk website uitm gan mmu....
after tgk dgn mama td....mama swuh smbong mmu jgk....
uitm bes gak course dieh tp biler tgk subject rse xminat plak....
ok agreed to mmu....sb xmau mama bsing2 n swuh ak cpt pilih...
not bad gak subject offer ok lah asl master...

ok kite msok lak bab kawen....
adeyh mak ak neyh da bria2 siap da pk da planning kawen ak....
aish lambat lg kowt ak nk kawen~
xpe lyn kn jela.....
siap gado kaler...ak ckp nk biru dieh nk putih...ok la putih biru sng hahaha
bunge telur xnk nk ganti mende laen...ikowt lah mne2 bole...
xnk bju lace2 nk bju ala2 zmn dulu2....ok gak haha....
laz2 jgn kawen awl2 sgt mama xd duet neyh....da pulak...
well mcm2 mak ak neyh.....
xpe ma i'll folo u jerh...

bodek mntk hp bru...
gaye2 mcm nk dpt....
mama ckp nk beli da td....
tp papa lak ckp xpyh beli sb xrety jg.....
aiseh potong line btul la....
da mlepas kne la tggu biler mama ade tdetik nk beli lg skali hahaha...

ok la cter psl mama ku yg tsyg....
esk luse pon xabeh...hehe
pape u r d best....

k lah jam da pkul 3.20am...
sayonara




 

Thursday, March 10, 2011

bln 3 da weyh~

0 comments Posted by tira at 8:06 AM

hello blog....

da lme xupdate kn....
sdikit mls utk blogging for d tyme being...
so biar lme sikit bru update...xpe kn?? hehee~

emmm SRI da anta..
fuh lega...tp xpuas aty sikit...
tuh la kalo pi kdai org mlayu....haish quality tuh xd...
nk wat hardcover perlu mse 3-4 ary nk kemas tmbh lg 2 ary...
eshh~ awat lme sgt pdahal 1 jerh kowt~
kalo anta kdai cine dlm 1 day jerh bole siap.....plus byk lak tuh...haiya
xpelah nk wat cmner da kdai kwn mak kn....
jnji ak da anta siap sume beress....xnk pk da...xsnggup...

pning plak biler da laz sem neyh byk bende nk kne work fast!!
hrp2 bole cope.....short sem kowt!!
mampuih laa.....
hahaa kami bhrp agar fyp kami tplih n msok exhibition....plzz.....

currently asek batok jerh~
worse cough haish since ak dmm smpai skrg...
adelah dlm 2 weeks....
mkn ubt x baek2....
pg2 xbatok nk ptg tuh hah mulalah batok non stop...
leteyh d wat nyeh....so biler rse lemah ape bende nk wat pon rse xbmaya...
adelah dlm 1 day tuh batok keluaq darah....uish!~
ahaha dun wori xd pape pn....juz sb dlman bdn pns...ibarat mcm idong bdarah lah jgk...
tp tetap degil xnk gik doc smpai aryneyh bru nk pegi hahaha~ ngade tak?!

ok lah since ak blk dok umah jer dis week...
jimat jgk duet mkn n mnum...saving yey!~
menu mkan ak lah tntu kn esk mkn pe aryneyh ape...hohoho
emm dok umah resting jelah...sb xsehat aryneyh xpi klas...
bodek mama ckp xnk gik klas....mama pon bg green light....hehehehe~
aryneyh sb da xtahan gik jgk la doc....saket pe sume ngadu kt doc tuh...
conclusion nyeh byk ubt ak kne mkn...alamak~!
dr ubt btui kn hormon....ubt2 laen....ke ubt vit. usus sb ade mslh pghadaman mknan...
yelah2 telan jelah ubt2 tuh...

ouh....mr mierul sejak da dpt sumting senyap jeh...
kalo x asek msg...kol la pe la.....eleh sume tuh bodek kn??? :P
xpela....ikowt kamo lah hahaa....
amboih bkn maen lgik biler ader awek puji cute...ensem.......eheMMM~!
siap nk relationship status dlm fb.....n si die stuju la plak....eheMMM~!!
hahaha bkn maen lg dieh lyn ea...
xpela xmara pn riso je kowt....hehehe
hmm da knl sgt kamo cmner...
kalo bole sume gurl seksi meksi plus free hiar dlm fb nk add.....
haih ikowt kamo lah.....
lyn berpada-pada silap ary bole bwa binasa~

mcm mama pesan...
nk pegang nk larang nk simpan sume nyeh xboleh lg....
sb blum tentu jd milik sndri....
hanya mampu bserah aje...huhu....

k lah ngantok plak...
nyte!


 

Sunday, February 20, 2011

wat a day~

0 comments Posted by tira at 4:51 AM

epy sunday~!!

wahaa hepi la sgt....
umm...xtaw npe dlm fb pg2 ahad lg sume status mcm tuh...
ahaa abaikn jela....

ouh skrg neyh ak pg ptg mlm asek membute tdo....
smpai da saket back bone neyh....mude2 da cm org tue...
tringt mr.fasha tulis kt fb dieh....
' i can't believe it's sunday already...there goes my 2 days rest without doing nothing...*sigh*'
haha cmtuh la ak on weekend....even weekdays kalo mierul xd....
mierul ade pon dieh sengal suke sgt sakat ak....aish~!
nk kne neyhhh~~~

ouhhhh ak sgt2 lapa....
craving nasi lemak, spegetti, ikan--> sb illa sbut td....yumm
but these days........
juz milo for breakfast,lunch,dinner.....ok2 ak taw xelok xmkn...
but cmner....kete xd nk gik mkn kt lua ke take away pon pyh...
kete kalo adek da gune xpyh ckp la....lesap
umm order delivery...ak da naek mual da...
mkanan yg same kdg2 sdp kdg2 x....
balik2 muke same suke order n tukang anta....
kdg2 delivery neyh pyh jgk bkn sume nyeh wujud...
pamplet,flyers bsepah2 bg siap selit pintu ke pintu....
biler call nk order hampeh xd jwb pon ibarat kdai tuh mcm xwujud...
tuh la cyber.....haha

ok cerite psl ary jumaat....
ouuuhhh....kami btige kua lgik...illa,carul,me...
well actually nk pi tgk wyg tp mcm2 lah kteorg wat hahaa...
parking kt lowyat, gik TS beli tiket, gik sg wang beli beg carul n sushi, jln2 BB msok Fahrenheit88, msok uniqlo, gik pavi tgk wedding fashion show, balik TS tgk muvee...
sume jln kaki....fuh semput jgk la....dok remind dri jln bole bakar lemak hahaha!
den mkn dinner sushi kt dlm kete carul....nice...~
haha walau xbrape nk japanese buffet jnji dpt mkn japanese gak lah....
nxt stop fish manhattan ok illa set!!!

haa...kteorg tgk cter sanctum....ok cter tuh x takowt pon....biase2 jelah...
but ak bole ngigau mimpi bkn ingt k'indahan gua tuh ke hape...
ak tringt mayat yg trapung2 dlm air....lovely dgn mate tbukak nyeh...
adeyh ak mmg pantang nmpk mayat mate tbkak kowt....scary~ huhu

ummm ok la xd pape da nk cter....
tunggu dieh blk jela....nk gik mkn...tp kalo dieh xblk...
kne lah standby mkn filet o fish mcd jerh....
mne dpt??? aish tnggu anje blk la bru dpt...







 

Monday, February 14, 2011

serba xkne jerh

0 comments Posted by tira at 6:59 AM

slmt mlm sume....

ak bru jerh bgn dr tdo yg bes....
actually bgn tpkse....haha
sb xtahan nk ke toilet punyer psl kang basah tilam sape nk tanggung :P
yg xbes suhu dlaman bdn rse bahang pns!
ouh neyh msty akibat cuace siang td yg pns terik!
saket idong n tekak ak neyh haa~ adeyh~
yg perot plak asek nk mragam....
ak da bg ko mkn dgn kenyang2 kn nape nk ngade2 saket!! *tension
kalo perot neyh bole ckp bole mara da lme da ak wat....
xphm da gan body sndrik.....aishhh....
rse nk bedah2 body sndrik kua ape yg xpatut....
sori lah my deary mierul...u need to be my prey to hear me mrengek2...

haish....rse nk kua tp xtaw nk kmne...
dr abeh minyak abeh duet dok umah lg save kn??
tp boring jgk lah dok umah jerh...
uppsss ttiru ayat mierul lak....
hmmm nk tgk wyg xd cter bes....
nk gik shopping duet rse syg nk kua...
tp abeh gak duet tuh....mne gik ek??? :P
ouh sara request kua lg xsilap 17th....
aaa....tgk dlurh k sara ak xbaek lgik neyh....
kang xpsl2 kua2 blk2 dmm lgik hehehe.....

turtle pe cter ek???
msty mak ak bsing la pas neyh....
sb ak jnji nk amek blk...xamek2
aiseyh....sori2 biase la kalo da blk cyber neyh liat nk ke cheras
okeyh my hair suck ryte now....
suke2 dieh jerh nk kdpn nk kblkg...kembang kempis...
haih tgu rmbut ak pnjg....nk hair do neyh....
agk mkn mse gak la since rmbut neyh special...
special lmbt nk tumbuh kalo botak ak xtaw la agk nyeh mmg xtumbuh kowt...

ermm ok lah nty kte cter lg next post lak...
gtg....
:)

 

Saturday, February 12, 2011

gurls day out

0 comments Posted by tira at 12:37 AM

currently 4.38 pm...

wah xsngka update blog ptg2 cmneyh....
xpela mmandangkn xtaw nk wat ape....

10/2/2011
gurls day out....
sperti drncng oleh illa....nk 24hours days out...
tp xjdik...sb biase la sume konpem bgn lmbt hehe....
so gik tmn rama2...tyme2 matahri atas kpale mmg tbaek...
tp nsib kt dlm tuh teduh la jgk...hahaha...
msok2 wah rama2 sni sne...ade kecik ade besa..ade mcm2 kaler...
paling syok tgk labi2,turtle yg aneh2.....sgt pelik...
xpnh ak jmpe cmner org2 tmn rama2 tuh dpt ek???
erm....potoshot sne sni....smpai ade org foreign tgkp pic kteorg...
huhuhu bak kate illa kte jerh yg local msok tmn rama2 arytuh.... :P
nk kua dr tmn kne lalu knowledge lab urghh sgt2 geli!!
sume serangga2 hutan dpt tgk....dr yg kecik smpai yg besar saiz tapak tgn...
dats y i said i dun like msok utan!~ ahaha

next up gik mkn...
well mne?? of coz flaming....sb 1ary mnahan perot wajar kami ke flaming
walau fatin mgidam nsi paprik kteorg ttap nk steambot ehehe
mkn smpai masin sup tmyam tuh ecah wat...hehe
mne xnyeh bawang, tomato segala hah dieh msokkn :P
so da kenyang...pe lgik next stop karoke!!
tp dpt karoke sejam jerh....
ouh sore ak gan ila....amat tewuk...bru nyanyi da xd sore da...
neyh la akibat lme xnyanyi so sore xwarm up hahaa....
ouhh smpat jgk ak gan ila gik secret recipe beli kek utk ecah...
walau kami bdua mcm nk beli kek tp tpkse tahan nafsu sb duet xd da...
sabo jela....!

smpai hostel.....
pe lg activity prank dmulakan dgn susun plan2 yg patut...
ecah ko kne trime kasih kt kteorg taw...
leteyh kne naek tgga jjauh sb xnk bg ko nmpk kami tgh wat pe...hahaha
sara wrap2 adiah...ila da siap recipi baldi dieh....ak set up kek
huhu da siap sume ke blkg hstel...tggu fatin heret ecah ke blkg tuh..
laz2 hurray! ecah da bsah...! ahhahaa!
cmpur skit dgn glittery2.....its perfect!...
ape yg dpelajari "wlau lmbt celebate ttap akn kne jgk"

so blk2 blik....
twus dmm....ades.....xbaek2 lg smpai todayh....
ok lets hve gud rest.....

 

Saturday, February 5, 2011

ahad suda

0 comments Posted by tira at 1:03 PM

ahad da~~~~~~

sume org da kroh...kroh lena kn saat2 neyh..
ok n ak still xtdo lgik...
watpe?? ummm...wat mende2 sptutnyer lah....
tyme2 cmney pwot neyh mragam la plak...
cm biase msok angin..klo xangin pdih2 klo x lapa tuh jerh yg taw haahaa

mmdgkn sume mkanan suda tmakbul...
sori lah kengkwn ak asek ckp psl mkanan jerh dr arytuh kn....
haha mcm org xmkn pon ade....
td pon mierul da bsing2 blk umah mkn jerh msty da 80kg hahaha
gitu la plak.....ades....hrp xla kn kalo x ak nanges (*slh sndri so kne nanges)
umm...xd la korunk sbnrnyeh cume nk express feeling kpuasan n ksyukuran jerh...
ouh2 laz day menu b4 blk cyber umm macaroni/spagetti kuah...
yey!!

ouh ye...da smgu ak lonesome...
yela nk kua mcm mls...nk maen sport adek2 byk xsehat
nk shopping duet pon xd sgt...nk borak umm gan mama jelah...
bf??? umhh bf xd....sdayh :(
so dok umah fully tyme...bkn part tyme lg da...
aa mmg buhsan...smpai da xkesah da....buhsan pon buhsan la...
trse mau m'cri kwn tp kt pelosok mne lak ak nk cri kn...
kang ade ak wat invisble fren hahaha....

turtle? msih sehat n besar walau seekor saket skit..
turtle ku kne beguk~ ingt org jerh...rupenyeh binatang pon kne...
sian turtle tuh...tp xplak maty2 btmbh kuat mkn ak tgk...
n yet ak lupe beli mknan dierg lg....kang kne puase lg hehehe...
xpe2 jgn riso turtle2...i'll take guuuddd care of u~ ......(*seram x :P)

dgr2 illa dpt angpau...
ehem illa.....bole la ko blnjer nty kn....ak xdpt angpau sdayh taw :P
cian kwn ko neyh hehehe.....

ok la bloggies....
ade org suda pggil b'chat....kalo x dok stalker sdare lah gurl lah haioh...
hahahhaa~


 

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Feb oledi

0 comments Posted by tira at 2:20 AM

ahh helo kembali...

today 2nd feb n its holiday!
wah kjp jerh da feb giler arh....
rse mcm xnk abeh U cpt pon ader....
plus my mum mayb swuh ulang alik dr umah kalo smbong master...
alorh....
xbes lah nty.... :P
yela activity late night da xleyh wat lg da...
tmn si dia sni sne pon xleyh da....
lepak2 pon xleyh da....
so dok umah kne dgr ckp parent...
xleyh blk sblom pkul 12 ok!....
ouu i'll miss those days my frenz....
nty korunk pon xd aaa....must be really bored...

ok...laz week presentation slesai...
giler arh hmpir xdpt present...
nsib madam syg ak...ok la kali neyh syg madam blk la kn hehehe....
haioh pe nk jd neyh...
nseb xkne repeat! hah cuak gak ak....takowt gak tgk KY mara2...
laen kali jgn cube2 wat lgik..
pela dlm otak ak neyh...mse byk keje xsiap...
tuh la asl nk siap awl ade jerh yg xkne...hah ak perlu focus!!

hurm...
bhm result plak...id ak xd....so result ak xd
pdhal ak amek exam....haih...
kes sb slh msok blik XR lah...tp bkn ak nk lec yg swuh sb FCM penoh....
ahh ak da riso hrp2 xd pape...
arghh tlg ak xnk fail...
ouh konpem sem neyh pointer twun...
aish! da agk da....adeyh!

ouh ak blk awl cuty neyh...
sori lah illa....ak mmg trse nk blk awl sb da jnji gan mak ak...
plus ak pon da lme xblk kn....
ak ingt korunk sume da blk....
ak byk diam dri cuty neyh...so pape activity kua ak xingt....
cuty neyh byk lak org request ak kua...hehe
tgk dluh k korunk insyallah....

yeah ak swonok blk umah request mkn mcm2 sume dpt!!!
neyh mende list ak nk mkn.....
  • ayam msak kicap
  • rojak buah
  • laksa
  • ikan msak pape lah
  • tauhu bakar
  • ayam bbq
  • satay
ok 4 da dtunaikn....hahaha
mama n kak som ur d best!
mierul ckp keje ak mkn jerh blk umah...
sori ek lme xdpt mkn msakkan umah plus xjmpe pon mkanan neyh kt cyber...

ohh hepi CNY!!
kt umah ak da sebat mkn limau 2 biji da...hahaha
umm....these days i'm counting days 4 him 2 came back kl....
mcm sara counting days 4 bbq eat hahaha~

ok folks its tyme 4 me to go...adios

 

Friday, January 21, 2011

week of hectics

0 comments Posted by tira at 10:58 PM

fuih~ manage to come back to dis beloved blog...

lme gak blog neyh tbia jerh hahaha....
well dis week sgt2 hetic next week gonna b same gak...
arghh~ bru jerh lps anta SRI....
tp mcm cuak lak tgk org laen nyeh tebal...
mine juz dlm 25 cmtuh lah..OMG! sikit kerh??!!
da xtaw nk tmbh ape hopefully it will b alrite....
den FYP startin soon~!
uish soon lah tp dok restin2 skrg ahaha...amek mood~

craving for sumting sweet,flufy,creamy....
bunyi nyeh mcm cakes or cupcakes kn?
haha well trse nk baking bru lah sdp mkn....
tringat mosaka n sardin roll mama....
haioh bile lah bole mama buat ek??
kalo request rse2 mcm 50% mama akn buat...
ouh dsamping tuh....daifuku!!! arghh!!! stress wat daifuku!
walau ingredient sgt sng tp buat sgt susa...
oreo ball xpon susa mcm neyh...
mcm org slalu kate "d easiest is d hardest"
okeyh no worries i'll make a come back dgn daifuku kuh~

currently ade mslh jiwe gak...
ouh gado2 biase lah kn...
slh ke kalo xactive???
haih...paling mguji...his question (cari cinte sempurna? or org yg sempurna?)
well tuh sume dtg dr ketentuan-Nya...
pape lah will have heart to heart talk soon....

oke my room totally mess...
habuk sane sni....adui...
bile nk kmas neyh?? mayb lps abeh sem la kowt....
wat mse skrg kne byk bsaba dgn keadaan bilik hahaha~
turtle2 kuh....kuat mkn lah~
bru jerh beli da abeh.....hah swuh dierg puase jer r....
nk gik pet store pon tah biler...
rumah dierg pon tunggang langgang dah...
da pnt ak susun2 cantik2 dierg wat bsepah smpai bridge pon tbalik dierg wat...
maen wrestling ape dlm tuh hahahaa....

uhh mcm2 mende nk wat...
ades~ ok lah smpai sni lah kowt..
nk dail domino's
lapa la weyh!!
hahaha~

 

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

starting new year in January

0 comments Posted by tira at 11:43 AM

blog world how r u??

sorry da lme xmnaip...
since xd mende nk dkongsi sblum neyh....
my life kind of dull....
so todayh bole la sharing2 kn....
blog jelah tmpt all out emotion n expression....
da metal sgt otak n haty neyh hahahaha.....

boom boom boom.....even brighter than the moon...
so ocassionally da turn 2011 pon...
mlm tuh konon2 celebrate....!
yela mierul ckp mlm new year tuh kne ikowt plan dieh...
tp u da ruin plan i a day b4 dat kn...neva mind lah~ beralah...dun care bout it....
jd mlm tuh gan kwn2 srumah dieh gik mkn kt "kdai auntie"...
kdai western actually tp da dierg suke2 bg nme kdai tuh folo jelah....
sume waitress n waiter pkai ala2 koboi plus ade copacabana music band...ole~!
n end up kt karoke 1hour....Din blnjew...laen kali blnjer lgik! amin~!

afte blk mlm tuh....
me,illa,carul n mierul da plan awl2 nk ke redbox the next day...
smbil2 mkn speggeti yg illa jnji kn....
well smstynyer lah nk celebrate new year!!
so mlm tuh jgk wlau sgt penat ak bertungkus lumus siapkn oreo balls 4 u guys~!
sb nk bg mknan tuh nmpk merrier skit hahaha...ala2 pot luk laaa~

next day....redbox venue...~
ok sume da smgt...really lukin foward it...
but argh spoil~!!! sgt2 rse horrible.....!!
mende yg nk sorok da tbongkar....
da ade konflik yg berlaku sblom btolak between 'we both'....
dlm otak pk frenship at same tyme pk prasaan si dieh....
truthfully 'i need him' since i'm not into hangout wit dat mr. in such short period of tyme n didn't expect dis to happen so fast~
bla..bla..bla....make up mind for not going at the 1st place....
laz2 pretty lil lie make us both go....

in the car mood mmg sgt2 tegang...
xtaw sume cmpur aduk mcm rojak....
mierul dgn his feeling...haih xtaw lah nk ckp....can't do anytin or speak anytin
i dun blame him coz i noe his condition in dat situation....
i dun blame my dear frenz coz i noe the story...
juz dun understand bout sumtin...let it b silence for dis matter~
bla...bla..bla...settle things wit him not dat simple as involve sum matters...
ask other go on to the venue without us for a moment...
decide to leave n hve sum walk while his in the 7e...
i'm missing, mierul searchin for me yeah kinda playin hide n seek....
bcome more worst which my head blank off plus seem unable to stand properly....
thinkin i'm ok totally wrong...no where to go sitting at the bus station seats...
see passerby vehicle,people....tears start falling....but keep reminding i hve to be tuff!~
mierul phsyco me ask me return bck where he is...
he comfort me...seem dieh bole deal with dis matter n tbe2 mcm ok so2 pelik!
with awkward situation dat nyte everytin goes well la kowt....
well dpt karoke 5 jam giler arh!

sorry dear....
its not dat i dun understand how u felt....
but my situation more worst than yours if u can think bck again...
yes i dun wanna lose sumhow in my judgement nor choices coz i'm so proud to hve u...
sumtyme things dat we dun wanna happen will occur as dat human life is ryte...
sumtyme u can't say gudbye forever coz we will meet again sumhow....
yeah i'm stupid, i'm egoistic, bla..bla...bla seem u not noe my heart enuf mayb....
if u read dis u might hve ur own opinion but i dun care as dis is me....n i learn accept things..
however.....tq so so much coz u willing cool off, makes things ok....
tq 4 duin for ur luv ones...accompany me till ends.....
i noe duin dis hurt ur pride but dun look it as negative side...
u still my admirable person hehe....
ok enuf for the heart thingy....

hmmm....
lots things to do....
needed rushing here there....
leg started cramp...haih~
argh muet things juz depressing.....~~~~
lucky dpt kua 3 of us.....rindui zmn2 3 org jerh hanging out hehehe
watchin "damping mlm" muvee with carul n illa....
tq illa for blnjer steambot Johnny!
ouh i got a new long shirt for the 1st of year in a month....ok lah rather than nothing

now 5:42am....
supposedly sound asleep already....
ok folks later ya!

 

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