Sunday, October 10, 2010

wahai haty....
u can b at peace now....
let it be free n let it b ease...
since u noe now where ur own heart lead...

mgape ak ckp gitu...? well byk yg tbuku dlm haty sblom neyh...
since i been really not honest wit my own self n half heartedly...
doubt n memoirs keep playin inside of me...
as i stood still wonder what it could b n wat it could do....

maaf haty...
ia nya xdpt dbendung lg...
ku pergi ke tmpt memori2 yg ku rindui...
hjat utk mjejaki dgn hrpn yg tggi tmpt xsptutnya ku pergi suda dtepati...
lega d haty amatlah drasai....

maaf skali lg haty....
perasaan ingin mgetahui stiap detik saat mjadi spt igauan..
perasaan "btul atau xbtul ka?" akan stiap gerak geri ku langkah ku sntiase mjdi positif negatif...
apakah sume ini wahai haty?
adakah kau cuba bmaen2 dgn ku?

haih haty....
hary neyh ku rse kpuasan spt lepas nya brung dsangkar..
mgape? kerane akhirnya ku brani mgorak langkah..
maaf jika khadiran ku xbgitu myenangkanmu
maaf kerane ku sedang mcari jwpn kpd haty yg xpasty....

spt ku duga...
mate ku juga bmaen2 dgn dri ku...
otak ku juga rolling spt filem2 yg sedang dmaen kn....
haty ku btmbh rancak bmaen...
ak mjadi buntu perlukah ak mgikut ia nya bmaen??..
ak menenangkn dri dan bpesan "haty behenti lah bmaen dgn perasaan ku"

suatu saat...
tbe2 sume nye thenti...
gambaran idola terbit dhaty...
khangatan kian drasai...
ingin ku lari kpd nya dsaat itu....
entah mgape ku rse bgitu
seolah pilihan ku btul dan ak amat bsyukur krana dia lah orgnyer..
ilang sgale kraguan dlm haty...
dia lah pujaan haty slps ini....

tiada ape tsirat dhaty lg....
ku suda dpt ape yg ku cari...
haty brase pulih dan amat bhrp ia kekal bgitu...

whai idola haty...
sgale luahan haty tsimpan tlah ku kongsi bsame mu...
kamo amat mmhami dri ku dan pmikiran ku...
kamo mnerima wlau kamo taw haty ku bgaimane saat itu...
kamo tetap xbptus asa...
dan kamo sntiase mnasihati ku dgn care lembut mu...
wlau org kate dri mu worthless bg ku ia nya amat bharga...
wlau kamo slalu mnanyakan ape kurang nye dri mu..?
jwpan dr ku...kamo hanyalah mjadi dri kamo yg serba serbi kkurangan tidak ada slhnya ada kkurangan sikit dlm hidup dan dri mu...lumrah mnusia ade kurang lebeyh nya..
cume sntiase jd lah dri kamo yg ceria....
oleh itu, ku tidak mau khilangan org spt itu...
trime kaseh krane bsaba byk dgn perangai2 ku yg egoistic sikit neyh...

jd sang haty...
jgnlah kamo mronta2 lg....
haluan telah pon dpastikan...
elok2 lah haty...
psoalan byk bsarang dhaty...
inilah paling drisaui hee~



maaf krane tjujur skali lg...heehee

Friday, October 1, 2010

28/9/2010

day dat i'll not 4get 4eva....
walau lmbt celebrate ia nyeh ttap happenin n marvelous ya all!~
venue: secret recipe alamanda, pullman lake, percint 9
theme: burdayh celebration dinner + "kete kemek event"
burdayh: tira n sara

1st mcm biase la set planning sume....
tbe on d day...
yeah ak da prepare sblom kua tuh... awl2 nk pkai bju ape..
dahsyat x...susa tol ak dok pk gitu lme nk pkai bju ape..
sb nyeh takowt kotor punye psl....nk pkai bju bru of cos NOT!
pkai kaler black n bju yg limited edition aa.. mmg x lah kn...
laz2 pkai arh bju categori bru tp mcm biase hajat suda mau beli bru yg lme leyh koto
*ehem..mierul bce neyh msty dieh mara punyer haha :P sori ea....
biase r me always nk bju bru kn illa kite srupe ehee~

okeh2...
den siap2 make up sume..
vroom2 pe lg lokasi alamanda..jyeah
so smpai secret recipe...
dpt order 1 free dinner burdayh treat *bru taw sbnr nyer
dlm pale otak dok pk nk tgk wyg hee~ tp dierg sume mcm xnk mmg pelik lah kn...
tp xpe wat2 mcm still xpelik lg...mgkin sb dierg xnk kowt...hahaa~

den dierg sume stuju utk ke sesi photoshoot...
pe lgik twus ke putrjy pullman...
sblom ksane tpakse pth cyber dlurh sb illa xbwk purse...
(*tuh laa illa plan byk sgt hehe)
ok den photoshoot begins...
sume nyeh tdiri drpd ahli2 vogue n model2 remaje yg bjye hangat i tell ya!
~
ahaha~

strusnyeh smbung ke lokasi percint sb cik sara nk mkn kek
yaa....mamak jgk jd pujaan sb mura..tank u mamak haha
dlm aty neyh dok dup dap pk bile la dierg nk rumble ak neyh ke xjd...
well xpela still wat dunno lgik...
lps bkk kek yg da mkn td carul amek krim kek tuh calit kt pp ak gan sara...
carul: epi burdayh (smbil calit2)
ak: "(tkjowt)...laa neyh je ke prank dierg...xpela kne sikit jd la at least ade kne :P
den afte lepak mnum2 mkn borak2 bisness...sume nk blk
ecah da buat muke lalok dieh tuh...carul lak nk tdo...illa lak kne bgn duty OC
umhh tp ak pelik gak xd adiah..mgkin xd kowt da besa
*cewah~ hahaha sbnrnyeh bhrp ade adiah...

pape pon ttap best kua hangout bsame
sume da naek kete...carul naek kete dieh sndrik sb haluan bbeza...
den tgh2 drive...carul call
tut...tut....tut...tut...
ak: hello
carul: hello,weyh tira
ak: hah ape??
carul: weyh kete ko ade sumting r
ak:ape mende yg sumting??
carul: kete ko mcm ade mende kt blkg cam kemek
ak: hah! kemek!! abia btol...
carul:baek ko benti tgk weyh...
ak: ye2 jap ak benti..truk ke weyh...
twun kete.....tbe2 sume twun....
ak: (*xpedulik serius fokus tgk kete jeh) mne weyh
carul:sni2 blah tepi lah...ko tgk tol2 mcm kdlm skit kemek nyeh
ak: mne??? xd pon...mmg cmtuh la (*dr jauh gik tgk dkt2 smbil gosok2 kt tepi)
laz2..............
illa: tirah epi burdayh (*smbil2 siram muke kpale ak gan tepung + bedak)
mierul: juin skaki *syg meh la tmbh la lg
sara pon laz2 kne gak....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa......
okeh so not fair....cmner ak leyh tpedaye neyh...
"yea lah korunk KETE KEMEK" esh3
yea illa ko mastermind yea...carul n ecah dalang2 yer haa siap la korunk
will c who's burdayh nxt :P

part best da kne prank sume smpai mate msuk tepung....
ak n sara dpt adiah....yey!
dpt handbag putih (*mcm taw2 jerh ak nk handbag/ perlukn handbag) haha
dpt cd the rasmus *suke2...baek ecah akn ku dum dam dlm kete
dpt brown bear pgganti bear yg beso yg telah d ambil oleh org yg xbhaty ikhlas tuh
so so very very tanx korunk....

yah blk mmg kaw2 bsalut tepung...
agk2 msok oven masak ak...hehe
lps anto blk sume..singgah kdai cyberia...
1st tyme msok kdai tuh dgn bselumuih tepung sume org pndang pelik jerh
i dunn care lah da tdesak sgt da hahaha

ok la tuh cter2 yg happening around end of september...
adios~


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